Debut single of upthrust-project. The song tells the story about myself coping with depression. Reason of upthrust project's birth.

LYRICS

I see you come around to drag me down again
to nail my heart right to the ground, isolate me from my friends
I didn't call you to pop by and take away my home
watch me slowly disappear and vanish from the world
Trust I don't expect you to follow down my path
to help me through my misery and get rid of my wrath
it's time to throw it back to you cause I can't stand this pain
get out of my way so I can live my life again

these days are over when I treat you like someone else
gotta hold my head up high, to find a way back to my self

these days are over when I treat you like someone else
gotta hold my head up high, to find a way back to my self

Staring at the window, jamming thoughts down through my head
Life outside reflects the feelings lying in me dead
Your presence eats my love just like the cancer ate my mom
Fuck you leave my world before the sun rises in the dawn
Trust I don't expect you to follow down my path
to help me through my misery and get rid of my wrath
it's time to throw it back to you cause I can't stand this pain
get out of my way so I can live my life again

these days are over when I treat you like someone else
gotta hold my head up high, to find a way back to my self

these days are over when I treat you like someone else
gotta hold my head up high, to find a way back to my self

These Days

🎶❤️‍🔥 Love, Life & Good Vibes 🔥🎶

All songs written and recorded by singer/songwriter, guitarist/multi-instrumentalist, former Hare Krishna devotee (Divya Simha dasa, SRS,  1980 - 94), vegetarian of 35+ years - David Kingston. David's songs are generally confessional or observational in nature, sometimes comedic or ironic, mostly of philosophical or theosophical subject-matter (often in the form of imagined dialogue with God) ... he says "spiritual - but with balls" [sic]

The Sadlanders was formed in Luxembourg in 2020. Their influences are for the most part bands from the 90's, bands like The Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, Pearl Jam but also bands like Guns n' Roses, etc... 
 
If you ask Sergio, the songwriter of the band, he'll tell you "I'm just telling stories, my stories and these are the tools that we use to try to make you feel...something".

I started taking piano lessons at age 9. Not really known where it was gonna take me. Did not know I loved music like I do at that time. 
I picked up the guitar when I was 12, my older brother had been playing himself and I thought it was interesting and took it upon myself to teach myself. 
I would stand in front of a mirror or in the dark in my room for years to learn how to play with out the need to look at every note picked or strummed. 
The ability to play Bass comes from playing the guitar although I'm still learning that the Bass isn't as simple as it seems. I can keep a beat on a drum kit but I am NO drummer. 
I use EZ Drummer² for all my drum tracks. 
I had a band called Hazel Blue for many years but like many it fell apart and then half of the band stayed intact and renamed ourselfs Shady Haze from which I took on the name Shady Rhoads. 
I am on my own now at the age of?? 
well I was born in 75 so u can do the math. I have stated taking the time to learn how to mix so I can record my songs and mix them for release to the world   

These Days

Patrick Jeitz