cover of upside down by kurtains
@kurtains

@1spoder - main

upside down

12.2.21

prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters

what does rhaast mean anyway?

Lyrics:
[Intro]
wake up on the same shit
everyday i waste away im feeling like shit 

got people who love me i dont deserve shit
i can't even rhyme honestly i wanna quit

cus i fucking hate music

[Hook]
i feel so damn pressured all the time
always give my all feel so tired and i wanna die

misery is always by my side
if i say its looking up then you know i fucking lied

cracks up in my mind and im going fucking coocoo
i just need a friend someone i can stay true to

i could never let it go and i really fucking miss you
always my own and i hope you know it kills me too

what does rhaast mean anyway?

[Verse]
everything i've lost, inside of my head
all the memories i wish that i could finally forget
pick the scabs off of my arm wrote her name onto my skin

reminders all around me cant escape all of my sins 

scratch until its raw but it'll never cease to itch

ring around the rosie pockets full empty promises

its better to be blind than see the truth for what it is 

[Hook]

Fin

misery (ninewaters)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7CxDROAhg92LfJosXnjNje?si=8e3979d4b7c94b56

(grayskies)

I been wasting time
Tryna catch my breath
A feeling so good
It can't get out my head
Memories fly when I'm next to you
Everything aside I was better with you

I keep coughing up lungs
I really wish that I could run
Away from everything
With you

You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care
You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care

Our memories are fading away
Is it really good for us to have space
But I keep throwing up throwing up
Our memories wasn't love was it lust
I wish I could try again
Then i'd change everything
I did

You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care
You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care

the edge

ericdoa - tell that boy (snippet extended)

[SNIPPET] ericdoa - mascot

prod me

miss take
mistake
missed take
whatever

miss take

produced by moodyriley

(lsd crisis)

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me
you tied two hands around my back
fuck the connection i dont want you back
say that its an obsession its all in my head
i could read your intentions you wanting me dead

i dont got no time for this
i hate that we keep fighting man
and its so funny, now my shirt is bloody
i say i dont mind, i say that all the time
im a pessimist, im messin it
you always blur the fucking meaning man
im a pot to piss in ill admit
i hate that i been missing shit

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me

i dont want them waiting on me
i put the gold in my bag, cuz they gon take it from me
they on my body like fiends
yeah take your body off me
clyde and a bonnie on me
you try to get it for free
you wanna go then jus leave bitch

i got two tones on my own words lie now
theres like two hoes on my old line right now
yeah were too low way too close to the ground
your too slow way too slow if ur down
are you picking up what ive been putting down
im piling bags of these grails until i drown
i need it quiet girl dont spare me sound
until i fall back, i guess im all that, to you

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me
you tied two hands around my back
fuck the connection i dont want you back
say that its an obsession its all in my head
i could read your intentions you wanting me dead

and if i said i was sick of it would you keep feeding me lies
i know you said that your done with me but i see you locking eyes
and its so hard, i guess
i know you loved her, im dead

i got two tones on my own words lie now
theres like two hoes on my old line right now
yeah were too low way too close to the ground
your too slow way too slow if ur down
are you picking up what ive been putting down
im piling bags of these grails until i drown
i need it quiet girl dont spare me sound
until i fall back, i guess im all that, to you

weeping

anomaly (bleachcraft)

root of the problem

Sinner

I am fool is a British rock track blending emotional melodies, expressive vocals, and rich instrumentation.
Whether a slow acoustic ballad, cinematic indie rock, or upbeat electronic-infused anthem, the songs explore themes of longing, memory, and human connection.
Clean production highlights the vocals, guitars, and key melodic elements, while subtle textures—piano, orchestra, or synths—add depth and atmosphere.
A journey through heartfelt storytelling, classic British rock sensibilities, and modern sonic touches.

british rock · indie rock · melodic rock · melancholic · cinematic · emotional

the edge

keni