soraa

didn’t make the cut

(cryme)

↓Lyrics↓

everyday it feels like
im getting farther away
u say u hate me girl
but you're the one who changed
she think it's easy for me to forget her
but then i saw her 
walking away

i tried to turn around
but i was in a rush
im going too far deep
why you always breaking me down
i kinda miss you around
at the end of the day
it's gonna end anyways
i tried to turn around
but i was in a rush
im going too far deep
why you always breaking me down
i kinda miss you around
at the end of the day
it's gonna end anyways

everytime i see you
i just think of the bad things
you do to me
when i first met you
i never thought of the monster 
that you would become
my body's sinking
i cann't keep leaving
all my problems 
with someone else
but i can't keep going
it hurts to see your face again

everyday it feels like
im getting farther away
u say u hate me girl
but you're the one who changed
she think it's easy for me to forget her
but then i saw her 
walking away

i tried to turn around
but i was in a rush
im going too far deep
why you always breaking me down
i kinda miss you around
at the end of the day
it's gonna end anyways
i tried to turn around
but i was in a rush
im going too far deep
why you always breaking me down
i kinda miss you around
at the end of the day
it's gonna end anyways

farther away

prod me

i been taking melatonin just to get some rest
it rlly hurts me to see you like this
i cant even stand on my own 2 feet

im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all
im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all

everything you said 
went right over your head
i wont get up if you break me down again
you leave my messages on read
i think you're better with me dead
is this how u want everything to end
but i cant take anymore
im falling down on the floor
i hate these thoughts running thru my head
thought we were better as friends
you like to say its the end when
things haven't started
my heart cant take this damage
things went exactly how you planned it 
i dont know how i managed to stay alive this long

i been taking melatonin just to get some rest
it rlly hurts me to see you like this
i cant even stand on my own 2 feet

im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all
im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all

losingtime

last friday night (w/ amare & jacy nyte)

don't wanna know (w/kuriosity) (p. siem spark)

Miles Away (SONG I WOULD'VE DROPPED IF THAT SIMP SONG DIDNT EXIST)

serotonin

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7CxDROAhg92LfJosXnjNje?si=8e3979d4b7c94b56

(grayskies)

I been wasting time
Tryna catch my breath
A feeling so good
It can't get out my head
Memories fly when I'm next to you
Everything aside I was better with you

I keep coughing up lungs
I really wish that I could run
Away from everything
With you

You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care
You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care

Our memories are fading away
Is it really good for us to have space
But I keep throwing up throwing up
Our memories wasn't love was it lust
I wish I could try again
Then i'd change everything
I did

You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care
You tryna make me upset
But I was over the edge
I start throwing up
Everytime you're in my head
Thinking memories of everytime
You're in my bed
If i lose it all
Will you even care

the edge

and we're back

lyrics:

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

Yeah I got nothing for you and I’m tryna be rude but
you’re making it hard for me so fuck you too

Pipe down lemme talk my ish
I been quiet for a minute let me up my shit
Say they hate me but they’re liking all my pics
Oh you’re proud of me now? Shut the fuck up bitch
Yeah, lights out
Don’t wanna talk I’d rather hide out
And I know you don’t wanna talk now
But you’re talking too much you better pipe down
Got nothing left to say
Hold on lemme take that back
I got a few words for you, where the fuck you at?
You wanna runaway? Tell me what the fuck is that
Go and get away that’s the way you always act
So I can’t stay here no more
I’m tired of getting ignored
Like why do we do this for
I’m getting real fucking bored
I’m way too tired for this
I got no damn for the petty shit 
Like can you just take a hint
I think it’s bout damn time that you call it quits

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

nothing left to say (prod. joshwa)

audio ripped from here https://soundcloud.com/a1k0/vivien

i didnt end up relapsing :3

the edge

keni