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(check it out)
(check it out)
(ch- ch- check it out)
(check it out)

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please explain to me my left and right
i was paralyzed with fear last time
you cried to me about your ex last night
in a nightmare

could you trust me not to fall this time
im too stubborn to apologize
i hope you kiss me on my cheek tonight
in a dream

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is there somebody else in the spot that i claimed
im not mad i just wanna know the truth
is there somebody else that you're calling tonight
i dont wanna interfere with your dues

im good in everybody's book
go ahead and flip the pages
my name is in each one oh its true
i got way too many friends
way too many friends to count
but im still nothing if im not stuck to you

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

(i wanna know your body like its something i discovered baby)

(check it out)
(check it out)
(oh)
(ch- ch- check it out)
(check it out)

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

im a control freak
baby i know its not right
but i was hoping
youd play along for tonight
i wanna hold you
or maybe just hold myself
cause my hearts telling me i need you
but i really need help

sorry for poking
but i see that you're online
im really hoping
you didn't meet some new guy
i know im not shit
but im still trying my best
ill love you even if its secret
i cant stand being friends

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

control freak

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passiflora
this track is inspired by korean asmr and eating sliced bread.
thank you @gr0lth for background vocals and thank you @ixosyd for the strings

listening intently, youre clawing at the seams of my dress as i sigh, i cant fly
like a bird born in a cage, i cover my rage just to faulter again and again
foster me, warm up my wings
ice cold, my fingertips, picked at my skin
failed to conform, oh but why

times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and ive fallen too sharp like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does
times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and i fall into shards like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does

stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves (no one loves like she does)
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves

(no one loves like she does)

passiflora

@miskowaanzhe @ki7a

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

tell (x2) me what you havent gotten over
i cnt tell dnt leave me 2 infer
smearing my headspace back 2 a blur

i cn't answer....

skinny bitch make me sad :/
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (T_T)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell （；´д｀）

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

[hell (x2)
cell (x2)]

cross ur heart (○´･д･)ﾉ
n tell me u wnt evr switch
huh? fkn wit u even
when u call me btch
ugh, new prescription
new addiction
uppin it

ugh, ahh ＞﹏＜

open ur mouth
ask how
can't tell how u- nah... (x2)
can't tell how u
feel (x3) tell
feel ⊙.☉

[  uhhhhh idk wtf that means, stfu . ]

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
tell ....................

toyin wit me @julia @kita

was supposed to be longer just thought i should get this one out

big thank you to the @sounddesignday guys for hyping me up on this one so much also

produced, mixed, mastered by urs truly
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2 far away 4 comfort
we'd only stand a chance if u let me in
we can run as far as u need 2
id jump off the edge of the world if u asked me 2

the other day i heard ur voice at work
ik its u
or maybe im crazy

i love the smell of ur perfume though ive never smelt it
ik its u, its u
or maybe im crazy

ik its u, its u, its u
far away from here
further, further
further & further
its u

take what u need
save what u have left

hey, u!!
every step i take get closer
so i wont wait up

further&further

many more drops soon <3
@elxnce @gmodravemix

yea (x3)
huh, yea

i dn't have the time 2doubt myself rn
i gta lock this in
cn't afford to be begging 4help
already sunk this ship
been barred
n sprawled
out on the floor
i gta seal my lips

almost wish a different bitch
had seen me thru it all
cn't admit that to myself
if i look down i'll fall
>>> i >>>
dn't get ur emphasis on bein normal

i'd love 2empathize wit u
ik it's tender n brand new
n ur temptations get their best
thru ur impenetrable chest
i shut the door after u left

aaahhhhhhhh (_　_)。゜zｚＺ

if i cld change ur brain
didn't know those wires in me weld
until u turned me insane
js met the rabbit in ur magic hat
n she's not 2 tame
struggled 2feel avid at all
evr since what we became
wish i'd forget ur name

...

like u forgot mine
lost myself by proxy
guess i'm not surprised 
u left my contact behind
blocked me

but i still cn't
believe my eyes
when i c u talkin
consider my options
her hands on my body
hate shit that comes out
my mouth so bad
i almost
washed
it (@ . @ )

uuuuughhh ,,,

taking the beating under the bus
i cldn't see so dn't open up
forgot how 2breathe
smokin the blunt
my pockets
bleed
cop'n the 3.5
but shi i need it
wit a tied tongue

guess it's not so bad
i js wna glow
wna be a plant wit u
bby lets hide n grow

...

almost wish a different bitch
had seen me thru it all
cn't admit that to myself
if i look down i'll fall
<<< i <<<
dn't get ur emphasis on bein normal

i'd love 2empathize wit u
ik it's tender n brand new
n ur temptations get their best
thru ur impenetrable chest
i shut the door after u left

aaaahhhhhhhh (＃°Д°)

can't afford @elxnce @og

prod me
@100signs

say what
i dont really want nothing nah
i dont fuck with actors at all
thats why i dont even talk to my mom
They all gonna watch
say what
i dont really want nothing more
said it oh my god
said that once or twice n i meant it
ima fuck up my life im demented Yea

need a light and a ****** yeah
lost my mind dont know whats what
i dont live life on the straight edge yeah
So many chemicals Im fucked 
i dont live a life worth saving 
dont know who i am Im jaded
bitch i felt this way for soooo long
I just didnt fucking know how to say it

say what

Voice of Lou Reed (1942-2013)
Excerpts from the isolated vocals for ‘Heroin’ by The Velvet Underground (1967)

Additional vocals by Patrick Magee and Barry McGovern. Excerpts from Samuel Beckett’s 
radio play ‘Cascando’ (1964) and a production of ‘Waiting for Godot’ (2001) 

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I don’t know

I
don’t
know

I don’t know

I
don’t
know

I don’t know
I don’t know

I
don’t
know
just where I’m going

But I’m
gonna try

I
don’t
know

But I’m
gonna try
gonna try
try

I
don’t
know

But I’m
gonna try


passiflora

𖣂 Carrophobia