im slowly giving up on everything i do deleting laterrr

asking for junk
somthing to kill
the things that i feeel
up when its dark
beause the early bird gets the worm
no one awake to consirn
i hate getting older
theres somthing so shrill about your voice
contcome over tonight
because i want to fall down
i want to fall donw

early bird

happy halloweeen
prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later brecuase its halloween

i was getting better i thought
and then i met her now im distraught
theres so many bridges i have to burn
i feel like all my freind are gunna turn
around on me and i dont wanna wait here
in the lobby much longer
watch yiou use me and i wont say shit mbecause im so deprived of human emotion
i just wanted to feel somthing newww i wanted to feel youu
asleep, awake its just the same to me now because everthing feels just like it did
i just wanted to feel somthing neewwww i wanted to feel yoouuuuuu

i just wanted to feel something new

instruments by @alphieafterlife 

in ur bed rotting away
scream at me tell me that it’s all okay
i wanna drown to the bottom suffocate
i wanna take u to dinner eat ur plate 
far from the people they misunderstood us
obsessing so hard over something 
not important 
u wanted sea food so pull out ur quarters 
ur stressing so hard over something 
not important 
its not that deep u swallow ur teeth 
take off ur chains and set u free
u want time u make some
im dumb im not stupid 
grab the gun u wanna shoot it
run like a dog ur in the sun
stay a little longer im just a lonely one

rot away

another in your story

every day is getting a lil bit draining
i wanna say goodbye
fantasize over things that you wanted
all you ever wanted to do was 
dieeeeeeeeeee
my eyes are so strained
im in a losing game
sometimes i want it all to end 
cuz i dont care about 
the fameeee
put a bullet in my brain
make it end quickerrr
and ur drowning
in the bottom
of a river
ur river 
u know what to do
u know what to do

sink down the drain

something to lose

song inspired by my current deadend job <3

lyrics:

lately, i’ve been dry as a bone, i’ve been working, i’m hurting

they don’t see the blood, standing right at the surface

i know sometimes, that i try to suppress it,

anxiety & took antidepressants

one of these days, my, soul will transfer

but that’s okay, no, that’s alright

i’m trying my best, in the meantime 

i’m going up the ladder, i, yearn to be happy

drown myself in edibles, you’re such a favorite 

daily ritual, dissociate, no, saving me

my head starts, swinging, and leaning, and turning

stand afar, off the bridge, oh it’s burning

(x2)
lately, i’ve been dry as a bone, i’ve been working, i’m hurting

they don’t see the blood, standing right at the surface

i know sometimes, that i try to suppress it,

anxiety & took antidepressants

one of these days, my, soul will transfer

but that’s okay, no, that’s alright

i’m trying my best, in the meantime 

i’m going up the ladder, i, yearn to be happy

dry as a bone

useless relics

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