Desire

I am not the only traveler
Who has not repaid his debt
I've been searching for a trail to follow again
Take me back to the night we met
And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to ride along with you

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Oh, take me back to the night we met

When the night was full of terrors
And your eyes were filled with tears
When you had not touched me yet
Oh, take me back to the night we met

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Take me back to the night we met

The Night We Met

The night we met

A version of Forbidden Road by Robbie Williams
Vocals by me, Ian S.

Forbidden Road

Backbeat

OPEN HEART By Nova J

Maybe I spoke a little too sharp
Maybe my words left an ugly mark
Didn’t mean to cause you pain
Didn’t know it’d go that far

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

Words can cut, or words can heal
They can crush, or help reveal
A simple phrase, a careless tone
Can tear apart—or build a home

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

Through every fall, I’ll rise again
Can’t promise perfect—just genuine
I’ll face my flaws, I’ll own my mess
With open arms and tenderness

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

I spoke too sharp, but now I know
Grace gives space for us to grow
So I will live with an open heart
And try—just try—to do my part

OPEN HEART

Twisted Cries – Song Insight 🖤🎶
🔻 Song Insight
Some betrayals leave a scar too deep to fade. Twisted Cries is a raw, unfiltered dive into the mind of someone consumed by deception, a reflection of the chaos left in their wake. It explores the pain of witnessing someone self-destruct, dragging others down with them—until there’s nothing left but an empty shell.

This song is dark, intense, and brutally honest, unraveling the twisted truths, manipulation, and inner torment that haunt the shadows of a broken soul. It’s not just about loss—it’s about standing at the edge of destruction, staring into the abyss, and realizing some people were never meant to be saved.

If you’ve ever fought to hold onto someone slipping deeper into their own darkness, this song is for you.

🔻 Lyrics
verse 1
anger and rage tear me down, echoes of where I was found.
you never had the chance to try, for all you spoke were lies.

verse 2
broken, shattered—your darkness confined, twisted cries spill from your mind.
i never saw the real you reside; emptiness is all you hide.

chorus
dance on in miscreant grace, smeared traces blur your face.
distorted truths and warped reflection—broken hearts in dark connection.

verse 3
tired of reaching out on a limb, your splintered self stolen within.
shard fragments of who you used to be, condemned in empty space with me.

bridge
like venomous snakes you invade the charade, stealing roads and dreams away.
without fear, you suffocate their own, dragging souls far from home.

verse 4
every word spins a twisted tale, a lie cloaked in disguise.
building shells to break free, while in your hell a feast resides.
needles and drugs unlock the key, no longer human, no longer free—
an empty nothing is all you are, a void where lost souls wander far.

outro
fading into darkness, silence swallows me whole.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song was written in the aftermath of watching someone fall into their own destruction. There’s a unique kind of grief that comes from seeing potential rot away, from witnessing a person you once knew turn into a stranger—not through accident, but through their own choices.

Twisted Cries isn’t about anger, but about the exhaustion of trying to reach someone who was never willing to be saved. The song pulls from real emotions, from frustration, despair, and the painful acceptance that some people don’t want to escape their own ruin.

At some point, you have to let go—not for them, but for yourself.

🔻 4Me2BeFree – Dark Cinematic Storytelling in Music
At 4Me2BeFree, we don’t just write songs—we create immersive, cinematic experiences. Twisted Cries is one of our darkest narratives, blending haunting melodies with visceral emotion, painting a picture of destruction, regret, and finality.

This song is for those who have loved, lost, and watched someone spiral into their own abyss—and for those who had no choice but to walk away.

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Twisted Cries

Midnight Blue

Stay

Die son skyn sagies en skitter teen jou lyf
Waar jy so soetjies lê en my teen die mure uitdryf
Maar ek ken niemand beter, niemand beter wil ek ken
Want jy't my uitgelok en jy't my vasgepen

La la la, hierdie lied is net vir jou
En die somer son skyn wat ons kom trou
En my woorde raak my rede wat alles wil behou
En my rede raak my soektog en my soektog lei my na jou

Maar ek vra maar nie jou naam nie want ek is veels te skaam
En daar is nie 'n raam nie wat jou skoonheid ooit kon dra
Maar ek weet waar jy vandaan is, dis alles deurmekaar
Wat ons bly anoniem, maar in drome ken ons mekaar

La la la, hierdie lied is net vir jou
En die somer son skyn wat ons kom trou
En my woorde raak my rede wat alles wil behou
En my rede raak my soektog en my soektog lei my na jou

Die nadroom word gevolg oor blinde berg en dal
Net vir my om stukend weer by jou voete neer te val
Maar ons vra maar nie die vrae nie want die antwoord kan nie verlos nie
En verlossing is gevraagd want dit kan jou jou vryheid kos

La la la, hierdie lied is net vir jou
En die somer son skyn wat ons kom trou
En my woorde raak my rede wat alles wil behou
En my rede raak my soektog en my soektog lei my na jou

Skemer

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This song deals with themes of mental health, emotional neglect, and implied suicide. Please listen with care.

“I Didn’t Know I Was Breaking” is a track about the quiet damage we don’t notice until it’s too late. It’s not loud, but it hurts. If you’re in a fragile place, skip it for now.

You matter more than the story this song tells. ⚠️

Lyrics:

You made tea, didn’t drink it
Said the silence helped you think
I joked about the weather
You smiled like you might sink

You said, “Do you ever feel like you're still 13?”
I said, “Yeah… but I’m better at pretending now.”
You laughed too hard
Then looked down

I saw the mess behind your eyes
But I didn’t ask
Didn’t know how
Didn’t know I was allowed

Were you screaming in a language
I forgot how to hear?
Were you dying while I stood there
Just trying to disappear?
I thought I was holding space
But I was making you small
I didn’t know I was breaking you
By not breaking your fall

Found your note in the bathroom drawer
Folded like a prayer you never meant to send
You wrote:
“I’m not sure what hurts more
being seen, or being pretend.”

I kept the sweater you bled on
The song you said you’d die to
The toothbrush you left
Still waits like I do

Were you screaming in a silence
That I dressed up as peace?
Were you begging me for rescue
In your quietest release?
I thought I was giving love
But I just built up the wall
I didn’t know I was breaking you
Until you couldn’t call

…I didn’t know I was breaking
I didn’t know
You were already
Gone

I Didn't Know I Was Breaking

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🪩 wrote “Do You Even Disco” for your man
🎤 she danced, he hesitated. I didn’t
🚫 can’t keep rhythm, can’t keep her
🥂 I disco. He doesn’t. She knows.

I Didn't Know I Was Breaking

NixSwift

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