b a d  v i b e  2

lyrics:

Who knows
Where we’ll be
On tin boats
Come morning
We sit All alone
In suffering
He lets go
To Make room for new dreams

When home 
Is just a feeling
These warm roads
Become healing
Who knows
Where we’ll be
Though books close
His still needs an ending

from golden (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

The forest brings me to life
The sprites will force me to eat
Ucalyptus and pine 
Make up the fumes that I breathe
Slowly I adapt to their kind
And feed my blood to these seeds
Cause every spawned tree of life
Is sewn up tight from our leaves
Our heartbeats Match up
But mine beats  Venom
Oh It beats toxins
Ive turned to what I once ran from
Shame lives in shadow
Im the example
Are worst faults
Only The dark knows
Old grand pianos
Scatter the castle
As sad songs
Swim thru the stone walls
The Heads on the mantle
Hit her sentimental
The last trimmed face
To do her so wrong

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

velvet skin (eric godlow)

lyrics:

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

I met a man in town
He said u only frown 
In breaks of wearing a smile
And all this walking around
Has had him up to his brow
In thought forms all so vile
He knows He stands alone in his way
And worst of all he thinks it of fate
He wears the friendliest face
On top a frame made of hate
In hopes of sunnier days
He thinks of clouds hung grey
And blames faith
He cries and says

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

mane stripped lion (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

In bc with eg im writing this down with og in me
No dcs on my feet but Im gon flip this bitch like dgk
Like a burnt soufflet
Hippy flipping in this bitch just Like a fucking pancake
Andele 
Andele
I got some shit I gotta make
And I don’t love I fornicate
Most this scene just born to hate
U aint making no moves u born to wait
Im walking this road I was born to pave
I swear I must be born to 
I swear I must be born to guide the way
Slapped back in
Let me get into it
I was slumped blacked out
Now im hyper lucid 
Hail fires down on online and on land
I was built like a brick shit house
To withstand
Bout anything anything
Go head and try anything
Magazines the casualties remain just my enemies
I look out in rage and this landscape is red to me
I paint the ground around the bodies with their memories

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

cloud cutter (eric godlow)

lyrics:

beside of me
with demons inside of me
truth'll sound like a lie to me
when they finally cry to me
u need more negativity
this pretty song read out dissosant
do i know what im saying 
cause i sound happy expressing it
i get judged for my actions
solely by cowards of action
but im whos making it happen
and theyre just watching it happen
it seems the harsher who judge me
cant think of anything but me
why dont u plan out your future
your life is honestly ugly
eric bakes me the canvas
and i got space in my tummy
and then i still remain humble
after i murder it yucky
inside my head im too cocky
i think id honestly fuck me
im just in love with creation
these rappers someone with hobbies
there aint shit they could teach me
is the only thing they had taught me
they aint good with their words
thats why they threaten to rock me
i spit an essay in 30
and then they turn into rocky
i got an ear for the music
they bite off it like were boxing
wanna sock me like semen
they wanna sock me like boston
wanna smoke me like sausage
they wanna smoke me like toxins
i see a room full of pussies
u'd think im paying to watch it
i speak my mind and im crazy
i speak my mind and im toxic
really im the master of petty
but i just see it and watch em
on the night imma getchu
is the night u think i had dropped it
i gave you life like a father
gave you power like sockets
i make my money thru talking
but this one outta my pocket

9:52 freestyle (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

look at these symbols
up on the back of my hands
i come alive at night
and bitch i do my dance
taking me oh too seriously i cannot stand
filling up my surroundings with the rotting man
bleed
bitch bleed
alright
fluid fills my spine
i know its not the time but i am jammed
damn
bland
i been killing time like son of sam
man
the ghoul comes out
in the dim back light
which poor soul is
meeting me tonight
his flesh grows cold
fore i take my first bite
im left without a soul
for the 75th night
pitch black wings but my skins pale white
stepping thru the snow and my feet feel fine
baby i cant refrain when the smell so ripe
girl i know i change but its me inside
i couldnt give a fuck if i tried
bitch i double my dose i wanna vibe
live it up while u can before u die
somewhere the love of ur life is getting piped
somewhere someones just about to die
their world begins to flash before their eyes
and if they were to see you here tonight
they wouldve traded places to live ur life

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

the ghoul's diary (eric godlow)

lyrics:

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego 
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

cottage country (eric godlow)

lyrics:

pussy in my mouth
i check my notifs and im out
my competition writing tweets
thats why their song aint comin out
they disregard the truth if theres a juicier account
i promise you its false unless directly from my mouth
if i aint say it
then i promise u its cap
i keep 40 songs in constant motion underneath my cap
i see them takin shots but its a blank in every cap
if they hit me in my dms then i promise its in caps
its my second time around i promise u ill fire back
id spit the first edition but i was pettier in that
then id end it somewhere here if im not ready enough to snap
but im readier than that
i put some dirty fucking shoes on with my dirty fucking hat
i need to look the part when i get dirty on the track
eric on some OT im just tryna keep up with that
sent this 50 minutes ago im bouta send it back


30 below
i dont id make it thru the snow baby
girl its cold
plus who knows
what if i wanna party on my own
what if i wanna party all alone
maybe i might just like it here at home
did you ever have thought i need to know
girl i need to know
do u ever think about me on the road
have u ever thought about us growing old
baby i need to know
need to know
girl i need to, need to know
girl i need to, need to know
girl i need to, need to know
uh
i cannot stress no more my heart is cold
fuck em all
i cannot see em while they grab at me below
fuck em we ball
i put half his rent onto my toes
im tall
sucks ur not no 12 i woulda gave u those
damn
i am the worst ah
i said it first ah
you could recount
whatever helps
whatever works ah
i am not perfect
but im pretty sure id be worth it
couple of circuits
loose in my head its on purpose

b6 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

when im satisfied
i cant satisfy
i think im broken but i feel fine
its harder in this sunset 
along with the night sweats lately i been thrashing all the time
when i lay down next to her
i can be her favourite person in the dark
she calls by the name she knew before mine
anthills in my brain populate my spine
if i told u id die tomorrow could we finally get some quality time
maybe you could ease my mind
lets make some memories we wish we could rewind
in this fuckfest we call life
ive had a shit run with getting it right
so could u hold my light

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

d ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i was broken down you picked up
this flesh and bone i came to love
rose in my dixie cup
reminds me of ur influence
and honestly im scared to fight
cause ive enough of these sleepless nights
and i dont need ur help with that
but still i hope u love me back

and im aware my day will come
so im not tryna waste my time
and i barely tried to read the signs
but baby im just glad ur mine
i wisp my hand thru angel hair
and i could tell are time is here
and every single word i meant
i swear im still in hamilton

and when were halfway cross the map
i hope u know i love you back
and when im out and on the road
i think of you and miss my home
a lot of mess inside my mind
the thought of you extend my time
and when my words turn into wine
with you i never would wanna die

and im aware my day will come
so im not tryna waste my time
and i barely tried to read the signs
but baby im just glad ur mine
i wisp my hand thru angel hair
and i could tell are time is here
and every single word i meant
i swear im still in hamilton

e (eric godlow)

lyrics:

yesterday in monaco
we came across these empty holes
i made richard hold my fuckin light
bitch im tryna see some shit that blow my mind
yesterday in moldova
layers of that ice had thawed
i make eric help me rip it off
and i swear we heard the voice of god

baby ill be young inside my soul
i wont die old
i wont i wont die old
ya ya
even when my hands grow cold
even when my hair goes ya ya
ill come home
but for now i lost my way inside this forest i been walking
shit well i guess thats what happens when u go off the main trail
baby just bleed on the stone details from a time before our
clothing and the rest of the retail that we know
there you go
those deities done heard ur cries for sure
they said follow me im like dope
lets go ion wanna wait
baby come here i just wanna taste
look at her gorgeous face
but look at that ugly brain
ok
im off that
she just wanted my contacts
i hate that
i hate you
but i love you
and i hate how i could love you
when u fuck me
and i fuck you
it feel proper 
im too laid back
goin on since way back
and she stayed back while i moved on and i
dont think she could face that

yesterday in monaco
we came across these empty holes
i made richard hold my fuckin light
bitch im tryna see some shit that blow my mind
yesterday in moldova
layers of that ice had thawed
i make eric help me rip it off

b1 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

rip off his face
god bless the day
spit flying out
dont try and mediate
baby can you tell me whats the new plan
we just gonna fight and then we fuck again
she gimme head gimme beak gimme toucan
i drink flames while i snort this beach sand
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

baby u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
u need more omega-3 its so good for you
u can talk to me in private girl im here for you
all these screens in ur room do shit for you
i dont wanna eat take a shit and take a piss for you
die young and you blame who was around for you
u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
baby u need more omega-3 its so good for you

i let her slap me
let her move me
i let her control me
baby ur my only
bruises on my eyelids compliment my green eyes
spoiler alert im sorry to say but everybody dies
but honestly im different and i dont know why
huh
huh
this the anthem
of our dirt
lemme uh
lemme speak on my time here on this earth
do not catch me when i fall
im good
i dont care but i wish i could
baby im fucked up feeling good
coughing up black im filled with soot

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

omega-3 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

chemical love
i thought i was old news
i guess i was right
where were u fights
the frequency rised
girl i know u fucked him
u dont have to lie

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live

half the people here aint make it out in time
the water took their life
underwater i cant breath but fuck i feel alive
still i let u waste my time
and for what
i aint got shit to show but my slime wrapped guts
numbing inside my room
and i like it
oh when the runes come take my soul
i dont fight it
i work hard
i work fast
and in silence
looking up at 4 oclock
like where had the time went
drunk
ya im drunk again
still im tryna lie again
she not dumb
she find out and she just sigh again
2oclock
in the night
could you call me
could you help
could you save me 
from the state im in

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live
u said ur decision deal with logic
im not buying it
i just gave my heart to her before she started frying it
u said i should focus on the present i been trying it
so far it aint working but im fine with it

we live underwater (killedmyself)

lyrics:

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

im walking home
its like 4 some miles 
im tryna prove a point
i wont get far with my rusted joints
 die off the grid in these rustic loins
in these broken clothes
in this forest ruin
on this vineyard throne
with a pedant draped
on top my broken bones
when u open it up
u see her face in stone
i spit i promise i love you
out my broken throat

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

everything i valued
torn apart by the winter
i had never thought id see it
i never thought id believe it
bury my bones
rearranged
i dont wanna wake
take my mind
take my body
and trade for me my faith
mist blows around 
in the wind
we all fuck up
we all sin
girl are u really tryna judge me
we could play pretend
ill be proper
ill be bubbly
she gon play to win
but i catch up
when u dust me
please dont think u know me cause u never know
i dont even know me like i did before

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

sludge man (killedmyself x eadith)

lyrics:

right to my last breathe
i keep my faith close
girl just hold on
im not sure i know the road
i see slime drip off the walls
i see frost lay on my nose
i could get used to the
silence of the snow
sap in my veins
red leaves on my bones
i see red trees take my spirit as a home
i just wanna know what u think of me now
i just wanna know why it didnt work out

moss born inn in the middle of the forest
the history of here belong to things that came before us
in this moonlight i gotta say ur looking gorgeous
what'd you wanna talk about she said its not important
i can only cry for so long
eventually this tightness in my chest gon be calmed
eventually these memories are taken by the storm
ur dead to me and lately i just hope u stay gone
but i cant change what is destiny
when im down and out will you check for me
lately i cannot remember how i got here but i cant stay long
i know its confusing when this happens but u gotta stay strong

right to my last breathe
i keep my faith close
girl just hold on
im not sure i know the road
i see slime drip off the walls
i see frost lay on my nose
i could get used to the
silence of the snow
sap in my veins
red leaves on my bones
i see red trees take my spirit as a home
i just wanna know what u think of me now
i just wanna know why it didnt work out

faith (killedmyself x caspr)

lyrics:

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see 
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out
so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shot gun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

shotgun sheela (eric godlow)

lyrics:

we drift away we fall apart shes had enough
i meant say im sorry i cant be enough
she talks to me in harsher tone
than anyone else she knows
i suffocate inside the apartment we called home
take my heart and teach it to love
i swear to you im reading up 
i dont wanna be all alone
and the heart warming pleasantries
im glad we can pretend to get along
time goes by and as my life flies by
i cant help but think we did it all wrong
when i die with the things i know
please be assured that i never told a soul
i just wanted u to know i still feel it all
u live inside my bones and i wouldnt have it any other way

any other way (eric godlow)

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

b a d v i b e 2

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