made on the last day of summer with the help of o7shawty👍🏻

i don’t get it
i don’t get it
i don’t wanna fucking kno
lost track of the times
that i been here befo 
i crack open my skull
and break sum of my bones
for a little bit of love
it’s a lot more that is owed
i get what i deserve 
cuz i cause so much pain
i knew i could change
buts it’s coming back 
strange how when i flip the page 
or to another frame
everything looks the same
i just give it time mane
if i spent all of mine
i ain’t stealin 
i’ll be fine
they all think i lost my mind
but actually 
it’s all coming back to me
i stole sum shit factually 
confessing to it casually 
and did nobody catch or see
how hard
being a man could be
quit acting please
i peep
what y’all think about me
see it all in how y’all treat somebody like me
it’s just fuckin jealousy
simultaneously so much hating
i thought i saw it fading
i was just getting further 
it follows in my shading
could’ve sworn i heard her
fuckin saying
i’m insane 
she ain’t lying 
so much cryin
passin time
optimism is dyin

skniod (prod. bryxt)

lil buddah