made this song yesterday w jauntsen n i sampled omori

edit 1/14/23:
jauntsen/jasmine is one of the sweetest people ive ever met, she introduced me to omori and that was our first interaction & as soon as i finished the game i sampled it and made a song with her because it just feels right yk

i think i had a problem with the production and my vocals which is why it didnt come out originally and i was too #lazy to do anything about it

im better off alone
not one to ask for help
im on my own
second chances
lead to heartbreak
this i know
tired of picking up the pieces
been so long since i felt peace
is this my home?
is this my home?

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

if i knew u felt that way
it wouldn't end like this
overthinking in my bed
and now i feel like shit
close my eyes
right to a dream 
hope i don't wake up
but something haunts me
i just hope when i wake 
i don't feel lonely
only if there was a chance 
to know the old me 
it gets better
man i wish you told me
i wish you told me

i wish you told me how it felt 
can't see no darkness in ur eyes
can u tell me it was fake ur in disguise
only took a couple years to realize
i wish you told me how it felt
but now im better off alone
when i see u call i dont pick up the phone
cause this is my home

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

burden (ft. jauntsen)

featuring @chaiwood beat prod by @vyexx
i made this at 4am while i was sick

no lyrics cause im lazy

losin w/ chaiwood (vyexx)

seeing stars
prod sabrr

new style? 
jus a lil sum i been working on
mix+master by myself (ik holy shit)

lyrics:
take the roof off the building
1 glock 2 glock mfs twinning
mask off its getting dark
u got a trauma 2 ur head now u seeing stars
now the cops lookin 4 ur fkn body parts
p-p-pleco so reckless he gon n crash the car
n im so restless go the extra mile
its gettin hard 2 smile x2

i had days where i couldnt fkn eat
had 2 sleep jus 2 feed my fkn hunger
i aint sleep like
damn why dont they luv us
been thru hella trials
give an inch they took a mile
its been getting hard 2 smile
g-g-give ur heart
n they leave u w/o 1
but thats jus the way it goes
k-k-keep my head high still
after all the lows
n yk w the stress n the money
jus know that i luv em both
swear 2 god that i been in the crowd
n yk that i still feel alone
i b working everyday but it goes unknown
n when i get up in the headspace
i dont have a phone
but thats jus how it goes
chorus
..... (¯`v´¯)♥
.......•.¸.•´
....¸.•´
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/▌♥♥
/ \ ♥♥

seeing stars [sabrr]

made in 24 hours for @artbyform all nighter for the most part (I did some mixing afterwards)
everything by me
shoutout @echo_vvvv for teaching me how useful a multiband compressor is

fall in2 the atmosphere
suppress my thoughts n all my fear
its so clear that ive been coming undone

its been a year n im the same
stuck in place and nothings changed for me
I need relief
and im crawling
towards a place where im content

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now x2

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now
but im coming home x2

sand+snow

produced by https://soundcloud.com/kuriyai443, codyne, and dami4k

lyrics:
shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

cause i don't see greatness coming my way
i'll slam my head into the mirror and have the shards ruin my face
to give me one more fucking reason to put the mask on today
cause i'm so sick of everything
i've got no air left in my wings so i'm gone

i don't think i'm coming home soon
i remember the days sitting on trains playing sudoku
and i don't think you have a clue what i go through
and i don't keep my head above the ground because you told me to

shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

(at all)
(at all)

daydreaming

prod @eliderp

Tell me what you see 
I been getting to this fucking green
And im saving all this energy
Jumping like a trampoline 
Pulling up with gasoline
Get off of my screen 

I might drop dead cuz im doing cardio
Where am I at
playing through the radio 
She wanna take a loan 
I can’t fw broke hoes 
She want me to take her home 
She wont stop calling my phone 
I been so sick of it
I been on a mission
Your stuck on my hit list
ouuu tell em kill it
I got arms just like a squid 
i been on my stupid shit

So tell me what you see 
I been getting to this fucking green
And im saving all this energy
Jumping like a trampoline
Pulling up with gasoline
Get off of my screen 

Your not fucking cool 
So im mad at you 
Bad bitch shit walking with an attitude
I don’t know you
fuck around like caribou 
I don’t, I don’t stare at you
bitch got me like achoo
Guess I got the flu 
I don’t need you
Didnt fuckin mean to

break my life !!!!

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