mixed by @ripouturmolarsforme
vocals by @notsyelol

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

sixth - we're staying underground forever

new to me

not this time

such a problem

bunii - solitaire cover

prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

[prod 1sickboi] 
song w @jjxxli
lyrics; 
You left me all alone, so ima just collapse.
(FUCK THAT!)
(ima just gonna commit suicide.)
You're just a punching bag,
You're gonna beat me till I die.

I never cut up any picutures, never once.
I'm tired of all the noncince—lose the tounge.
I'm not like them, so don't put me in the bunch.
You'd beat me till I'm bruised, I won't take the punch.

Yeah, I won't fight back; I lost this once.
Yeah, I take the gun right from out your pocket, cock it back.
Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry—don't be so sad.
You put a razer and a knife inside my back.

And to this day,
I'm wandering, why'd you do that?

I never wanna go back.
I liked you, and you knew that.
I really wanted you bad.

You broke me; I was so sad, sad, sad.
I never wanted someone that damn bad.
You tossed me out like a piece trash,
Like a piece of trash,
Like a piece of trash.

fenix - punching bag w/ sese

prod me

what's the point of a question? if it cuts like an answer
every word that you throw it leaves me bleeding out after
told me truth was a weapon now i sleep with a dagger
I'm wrapped in sheets made of steel where the wounds only gather

counting blades in the silence every fight we left unsaid
and I hold peace in my pockets but you're aiming for my head
you kiss the wounds you leave undone
saying I should be glad that I'm not dead
but I keep them beside me when I'm crawling back to bed

I left my pride in the doorway while you sharpen your spin
and I've been caught in the crossfire where the night pulls me in
keep my guard in my chest so you tear through my skin
every night is a battle that I let you win

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant
silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

these empty sheets they feel like armor but they don't stop the pain
with every word that you speak, it pulls the knife out again
I chase your voice in the dark, but it fades in my brain
and when I reach for your hand, all I find is the

silhouettes in the rearview but they cut when I face it
and every word that you leave, it turns my heart into fragments
I built a home out of war but I cant seem to break it
cause you were all that I wanted baby, now sleep where its vacant

dagger

They sterilized the angels and they put them on display
Gave us pretty little pills to smile the truth away
We're the product of the godless, in the church of the mundane
Washing down our sanity with novocaine and rain
Every screen's a stained-glass window, every headline is a prayer
Breathing in the atmosphere of manufactured air
I'm another empty specimen, a bug inside a jar
Just a smiling, dead celebrity… without the fancy car.

Oh, this beautiful sickness is divine
Drink the poison, baby, it tastes just like wine
Let the rot set in, it’s a glamourous decay
We will love you better when you’ve faded all away.

I cut myself on razor-wire fences made of fame
And learned to love the bleeding just to hear them scream my name
The freak show needs a new messiah, a martyr for the bored
I'm the hole inside of holy, I'm the devil they adored
You can paint my skin with diamonds, you can fill my head with lies
But I've seen the maggots crawling in your "perfect" paradise
This is the new religion, the sacrament of the numb
Bow your head and take your medicine until the kingdom comes.

Oh, this beautiful sickness is divine
Drink the poison, baby, it tastes just like wine
Let the rot set in, it’s a glamourous decay
We will love you better when you’ve faded all away.

I am the virus in the clean room.
I am the glitch in your design.
I am the scream in the operating theater…
AND THIS FLAW IS MINE!

OH, THIS BEAUTIFUL SICKNESS IS DIVINE!
DRINK THE POISON, BABY, IT TASTES JUST LIKE WINE!
LET THE ROT SET IN, IT’S A GLAMOUROUS DECAY
WE WILL LOVE YOU BETTER WHEN YOU’VE FADED ALL AWAY!

Faded away…
Pretty and faded…
Perfectly faded…
…gone.

new to me

tyson