Huh?

can't do this 💔

used to know a girl who would always make me cry
im a stupid fucking drunk imma pretty shitty guy
step on every fucking ant whenever im outside
everybody makes me horny and i wanna see you die
dont show this to my mom
all my musics fucking weird
she be singing corridor
how much of me will she hear
and i hate emo girls
they should really disappear
unless they, love gothangelz
then i guess theyre in the clear
i be walkin outside on my instagram live
im a constant pessimist
but my dms are so dry
everyone thinks im a pedohile and they want me dead
but im pretty fucking based so i made this shit instead
im a fucking skeleton what more do you want from me
i can swim i can ski i can wander i can flee
im an omnipotent being in all places i can be
listen to my fucking music if nobody hears your pleas

back to my day job

(sample/prod me)
i wish you were here
the room smells just like you
dont ask me how i feel
cause i wouldnt lie to you
if the room doesnt smell like strawberries when i walk in
then you are lying to me
i wist to be lit up like youre favorite candle

if the room doesnt smell like strawberries when i walk in
then you are lying to me
i wist to be lit up like youre favorite candle

strawberry

hands on eachother
we shouldnt wait too long
im tired of being friends
so let me show u what u missed

conversations i know u wanted to have
n i'd go thru hell js to have u
sit right beside me
ik that u want it too

tell me are u tricking me love?
ik its u n him it shouldve been us
u didnt wanna ruin our friendship
u n me coulda done the same shi
but u wit him baby
dont end it now

quit the act

music video: youtu.be/f6ZJE3QKlKg

lyrics:
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone

crayon - girl

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

party

parasite

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxUm-6zzdj0
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:

don’t know why ur mood changed
we could rly do things 
it’s too much much too lose aye
don’t let ur mood change
i don’t wanna lose aye
i don’t wanna lose u
2 much on my mind
don’t sleep the day away yk u wasting time
and i don’t like 2 argue with u when u high
but we both know that im j gonna let u down
sorry that ur mood changed
i wish you wouldn’t choose aye
lemme c u on tuesday
y did ur mood change?
i could never lose aye
even if i lose you
i would b okay
i think that ive had better days
just promise me that u wont ever change
stay the same <3

Tuesday <3

hold my hand 
and let the words just slip right from your tongue 
love when we’re younger 
hope it lasts forever 
grow old and we can die together 
i just miss my lover i dont know how else to say it 
diamond in the rough girl youre so perfect yes i mean it 
hold my hand hold on tight 
i promise i wont let you go tonight

say i love you

ghetto cupid

rose

stay away from me

I can’t feel my head, its somewhere inbetween her legs
Not in the basement was making music in the shed
My brains on the walls of my room and my bed
Helen

But maybe I’m just psycho
It’s getting worser I know
I need you for survival
I hope your suicidal
Because I’ll kill you soon

helen - im such drunkkkk fuckkkkk -_-

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

new to me

produced by me



"I can't believe you said those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
What's the word, what's up
Only shoot deep shots, like I play for the bucks
New pack, I ain't talking about blunts
And this girl getting annoying, I think I had enough
You, me, that was a symphony
And then you broke our tree, I guess it's not meant to be
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no
Don't play these games with me, it won't end well
She tryna play these games, I can already tell
Don't go telling about that girl, you know she bad news
She, she, she tryna act like you a fool, no
I can't believe you said all those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no"

new to me

t¥son