ay see im not the one for u, im always doing my thing
working those hours, and putting that time
my mind empty inside, just like my heart aches
i never binge drink, cause ik it will never help
deep inside im lonely around, these fake friends turning around
the play goes along, so i have to go and perform
heart broken, and isloited, no cup size drink 
i wanna be numb tonight, feel the light hit my eye
in the morning when i regret my life choices
and spaze out from morning streches, call my phone once
and im already inlove, u break what we have
than i have to understand it, im not mature enough
please stop the petty talk, save yourself and get sober

i hate seeing u drugged out, on the couch no limbs attached
the room colder, and ur eyes deader, u were the reminder
to put the pills down, and stop drinking my belly away
i think im insane, when i look in myself, im a bottle so empty
i can sail the world, end up on the beach, away from probelms
no emails or text back, just me myself and i
and one day, i wont be alive, lets hope that day isnt close
i write to myself, and let others feel my pain
stuck in the ring, that bitches call love, i remember that feeling
the fire is dying, im giving my all, but it all turns to coal
just laying away, wishin one day ill just go away

converstions ends, and we go away, u say u wanna talk
but ur quiet as hell, matter of fact ur dry as hell
i say lines and paragraphs, u only reply with yes and no
tell me how it looks from ur point of view
to me ur already done with me, hoping i would bow down
and understand that ur done, and im gone like the wind
i wont come back, youve already moved on
ignore me for hours, thats a good way to lose me
day after day and u still havent reply
and u expect me to stay, how dare i say one little thing
u say im negative all the time, but u talk constantly
about leaving me, cutting me off, and going away
but when i speak how i feel, somehow thats the problem
can u fucking get it, im trying to talk and help
but u just wanna push me away, and when i go
i get tell im the bad guy, and the worse to come into town
forgive me cause im not down, with this sick game 
u put in ur head, i ripped my name from contacts
so u can never contact, me again, here we go again
same problem a day, same shit goes away
comes back in my face, u would think a newspaper again
give me the saw, ill just chop away, until i get away
i never wanted this to happen, i just wanted u to smile
but ig u only bring me pain

heart aches on repeat, while im still on the beat
remember when we talked about the beach, long days u were stress
and i was there to impress, i made the world brighter
and better, too bad u made mine bitter
i took care of u, and always helped u
now im inside a pit, u wont throw some rope
infact ur the one who pushed me down, prayed for the fall
till the day u made me fall, i gave u my all
ig thats my fault, ur heart was trapped in a vault
and the mask that u wore, help confused me even more
i dropped everything and stood by u
late nights calling u, fuck sleep all i wanted was u
but now i sleep alone, just wating alone
im learning to stop texting, and stop caring
cause at the end of the day, whos really gonna be there for u
im trapped in my cycles, one mintue im happy
the next, its flashbacks already, i dreamt a life with u
just to have a reality check, matter of fact, i wish i can take all my checks

Heart Aches (Prod.Lee)

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage