i was a kid so i didn't know any better
i was so young, so it's hard for me to remember
all i remember is i was having a blast with them
growing up with my friends i was getting close to them
i thought they will always be there for me
i never thought i would see them leave before me
they left and went on the other side of the planet
i wasn't ready to say goodbye yet
so i started to turn into a savage
or a monster, whatever i was at a young age
i became a bad kid, my dad would beat me
my mom would ignore me, no one really consoled me
i must've been a pain for my family
so i figured i don't deserve to have a family
and from the way they've been treating me
i just wanted to leave and be by my lonely

i was too young to voice out my misery
i didn't know how to express my feelings
to me life didn't have any meaning
it came to the point where it's just about surviving
knowing that anyone can disappoint you at some point
i would have friends yeah but to a certain level
it was hard for me to be close to anyone at all
i made sure that if they leave, it wont take a toll on me
it's true that i became cold througout my life
but that was my way to not get hurt again
even then i would still feel pain
so anyone who wants to get close to me
beware coz you might get hurt
i might treat you like dirt
i might leave you just so that i don't get hurt
even when i actually want you part of my life

it's not that hard to understand right?
it's ok if you don't understand you ain't gotta lie
i just told you a part of my life
i don't expect you to relate but if you do relate
im sorry you went through that mate
there's always light after a dark night
it's gonna be ok because God is here on my side
i can only say that now because all of my life
i've been ignoring and running away from God
there's no one who really understand me except from God
people forget, people lie, people always disappoint you
people will let you down even if they don't want to
that's what makes us human but God never disappoint man
you can trust God to be there when you have no one
you can be sure that he loves you more than anyone
God thank you for loving me even in my worst
thank you for listening to me even when i curse
thank you for being with me even when im a mess
thank you for caring for me even when i couldn't care less

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XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage