i didnt want to get into it, i was straight at the wedding
feeling lonely even with u, ur whole family tree staring
as if i was stealing, but really these cold eyes giving me shivers
there just mad cause i was dicking their daughter, i wanted one dance
the song they were playing, had me moving and grooving
i looked around and i can see that im different
ur father and mother seemed a bit off when i met them
shaked hands only to feel slight pressure, its like he didnt want
an apperance, in fact can i excuse myself, these tables arent even good looking, they said wanted to meet me but chose to ignore me
aint that about a bitch, the way their talking and looking
i can see that im not welcome in the place of welcoming
ig this wedding was closed off, even after a couple of months
i still can see feel there cold gages, and ask why u even come see me
they wont let u out more than a hour with me, but someone else
theyll let u be out all night, isnt it weird, i dont speak their slang
but i got my thang, we grew up different places and different times
what else do they expect, i dont dance like them, i dont talk like them
ig im not one of them, its crazy with a few changes ill even look like one of them, how tf are we beaners, but still sepreated by close doors
more like border portal, these mindsets keep me up and away
ik u wanted the best, but thats hard to give when their mouths on my neck, i still did tried my hardest, even tho my time wasnt the easiest
and we both know they didnt make it even easier, these family matters and family meetings, cant help but cross out ur feelings
they dont care about me, im just another boy to them
i wanted to get closer to them, even say a couple words to them
but everytime im like a ghost to them, why even ask about me
if ur not gonna talk with me, why even play along and pretend that we cool, ik i may have made a bad impression, but can we stop with this discrimination, its kinda depressing, its crazy how one little hickey
can ruin my repuation, u never gave me that rearrsurance i needed
u said u were fine with me and that their opinons never matter
but look at the present, and i can see that u were bullshitting ur way
the mother and daguther relationship is too much to handle
i can see why ur main dad left at the start, but lets not get into that
how tf do u and ur mother wants honesty, but honestly cant tell the truth, ig it runs in the fam, you can guess im not even a fan
u told lies and even hid ur own feelings, to u feelings aint nothing
and thats why ur family got into something, even ur sister got into ur mind, she fliped ur whole world, now ur flat on the ground
saying that were over like that, ig she had the control
and u were just being a toy, or maybe i was the toy in ur game
and thats why u got rid of my name, have i already served my purpose
whats the point of being rich when i wake up alone
ig tyler was right, i check my phone, but i can see that u moved on
maybe the guy ur dad wanted from the start can make up the ties
even ur own dad doesnt know we broke up, u hate questions
but never answer my questions, its always random answers with u
ig u got ur license in bullshitting, and fake crying
even act like u still give a fuck, i can see ur petty remarks
and honestly its tearing me up

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Topikz is an American artist/producer from the suburban areas of Cincinnati OH. Topikz has been through many trials and tribulations, and the circumstances involved gave him and still give him inspiration to shine a light through unique sounding music. He strives to create music that will relate to others in a world where separation is so prevalent. All glory to God.

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