high in the morning, trynna cope with all the feelings
that u hide inside ur stomach, used to always speak ur mind
now ur quiet, keeping slient, everybody acting strange
cause i went and made a change, getting tired of the man
so i stepped up, making big plays, made my own wave
did my own shit, u were praying on my fall
now i went and made it all, u were broken like a doll
i was racing like paul, trynna find a new way
just so i can be away, like a castaway
bitch im on my shit, tired of ur bullshit
all these fucking parties, bottles breaking, its a fight that i cant stop
now these bitches popping pussy like some percs
lil adien on the side, baby daddy wasnt there, matter he never cared
no surpise that ur lonely, dying slowy, in a place that is broken
like ur heart, soulmate the way ur soul is trapped inside
u will never get away from ur past, like a ghost
ur the house, aint no priest is on the way

the way u treated me, is hard to say
but i feel ok now, everybody helpin out, matter fact somebody
pushed me through, when my legs couldnt move
thanks to her i made it out, now i see the bigger picture
u will never be so right, i was always in my mind
thinking little of this place, only thing i couldnt see
was the road that we were heading, we were stupid
and so blind, ig we really were in love
looking back upon my thoughts, im a poet who is stuck
u can call me dante, matter fact my love is fake
i was pulling in the bait, cause i didnt wanna wait
ever had that feeling that somebody really special
only just to lose that shit, in a day
omg i hate those people, matter fact my ex is that
threw a year away like basketball, and she aint never missed a shot
i was trynna make it last, but we aint never made it past
now i see her colors, aint no gray inside the middle
treating me like im the villian, something that she always do
hope she finds the peace inside

cause i will always be ok
i dont need no sympathy, please dont ask me about my day
when ur with somebody else, like our memories and presents
blew up in the fucking flames, twisting names 
so nobody knows the truth, ur a snake for all that shit
hiding skills behind ur scalers, get a oscar for ur acting
cause u fool me for a mintue, i did not know what was coming
but it hit me in my core, one shot like hardcore
halfshoot u dont wanna come to close, otherwise u feel the guilt
u had thought u close the gate, now its open like a wound
all around the fucking town, everybody went around
started spreading all the facts, that im open like a book
hope nobody thats their shot, i cant promise ill be fine
life is a fucking mess, but its time to clean it up
otherwise ill just be stuck, never make it out of here
and that is something u would love

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