lights camera action, its an scene
ur playing crazy bitch, live ur part the best
say u want him, and u love him, cherish him inside that moment
but cut the ties, and tell some lies, let him sink into despair
dontcha u look into mirror, and think that was not fair
u did what u wanted, he did what he could, our paths was not destine
so dont try force it, it was too much so u needed space
u had thoughts about the future, but it felt too soon
maybe tramua from the past, was coming up
and thats what made u step away, either way the boy is lonely
he feels broken, dont know who to trust, dont know who to love
never knew what real was, cause all these girls have been so fake
plastic where he walks, its a shit land left and right
the town he used to love, have seen some better days
now its getting way too much, overcrowded is an understatement
traffic please dont talk about it, kids he used to knew have died
many didnt make it here, many were just fighting demons
only if they let us help, but there was nothing we can do
all the freinds that he had made, only 3 are truly close
others took a different route, and some of them he really hates
crossed him up and faked on him, thats why he dont fuck with them
exs damn thats hard to say, he saw different worlds
when he went back to back, girl to girl, different night a different feelin
he felt love, and it faded quick, wish he could go back
savoir it, cause it aint easy, trynna replace that whole feeling
aint no way, you have mistakes, u have that history
he wishes he can skip that shi, he wants that happiness
but will not suffer in the rain, thats what makes the sun so great
living day to day, knowing all the hardships that u took
lead u here, and now ur living it, sometimes he looks back
wonder how he made it here, this can not be the same kid
if someone else was his in shoe, would they be here where he is
shi was simple as a kid, times has change, friends are fake
bitches lie, and time is fast, drugs are helping slow it down
but that wont last, he wont last, suffering in slience
make that money, it can bring u happiness, at the top
just by yourself, maybe thats the goal, maybe he was destine for the top, if that means just losing everybody, hes ok with losing them
he aint lost himself, hes been learning who he is, what he likes 
and what he hates, he dont know his future, but he likes to live the moment, otherwise he will forget it, otherwise he will not have future
days with women are popping, too many of them say they love popping, they smoking and drinking, he doesnt do it too much
its overwhelming the smell, and every turn he takes, he scared he can lose himself in this space, of dying despair, where he kept
alot of his desires inside, and all of these girls are blind
holded up by the idea, that hell save them one day
he knows if she stays, hell be trap in this place
clout demons and hoes saying love for lust, this type of place
where u get high so much, soberness doesnt even feel right
ur body aches as blood leaves ur body, dying inside
but looking alive, he sees the real color inside
alot people faking it up, saying there lit, cause of the little drug they did, it doesnt suit him, it doesnt please him, hes losing his mind
he needs some space, but sometimes when hes alone, it crushes his soul, need a break from the moment, hard times keep coming
when it feels like home, he can rest for a bit, but his body needs a second, these dimes selling pounds and smokin it in a day
this drinks getting pass, i couldnt tell which one wasnt laced
wake up in the morning, throw up in the sink, and wonder what happen to the ceiling, let the aftermath sink in
and watch over as u wnated to live it up, now ur paying the price
whats a lil fame, when you want the nation screaming ur name

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XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage