the world is ending and i can’t stop crying over these fucking frog boots prod KBl & Patrick O’Neill

prod: joshwa
mix & master: me

https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432
https://soundcloud.com/vvvalll

lyrics:
i've been looking down at empty bottles of rum
saw your post with him it's getting hard to move on 
thru our imessage your location is still on
three am links you kno the taste of his tongue
crazy how you could move on so fast
drivin thru ur street, fuck it, i hope i crash
i've been spirialing, thought u knew about my past
next thing i knew you were gone in a flash

how'd i kno you'd leave me like everyone else?
yeah your touch was toxic, but i luv how it felt
yeah our love was toxic, but you were still mine
one in a mili, you are one of a kind

spiritless:
i've been spending way to many days on my own
driving by your house and hoping that you were home
tatted up my body, baby do i stand out?
hoping that you like me bc i don't like myself
and it's bad for business, everybodies always up in our business
hoping that you respect me and you hear my wishes
your love was toxic but it never misses
wish we could go back and you could be my missus
don't wanna put us in a bad position, but i rly love you and i hope you feel this
bc it's all for you, yeah yeah

val:
sometimes i just wish i was someone else
and maybe if i could, id actually ask for help
it was so toxic how u left me in the dark
but id always adore u ur shining like a star
can't u tell how hard I try?
i hope that id never have to say goodbye
and all those thingsi would never do to u
i just hope that we could sort things out like how people do

oneofakind +spiritless & valberrie (joshwa)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

ayee its my bday :D

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Lyrics:
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

I don't know what to do
Can we change the mood? 
Is what you said the truth?
Is it Me or you?
Can we just go find the things that are complicated
Tryna find the options that are waiting
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately

Me or U

Me or U (prod. ok mallii)

prod. me

lyrics:

so please
i never want u to leave
cause u make me me don't u see
i can't sleep when u're gone

and i don't want all these other people
i sit n wait for u to call
i'll be here patient
i'll be here waiting
till we're dead

and i don't want anyone to haunt u
less it is me ofc my love
dug me out despair
and i couldn't care
less u're gone

jus take me
by the hand
and if it doesn't all go to plan
will u stay
will u stay
by my side

when u smile i'll return it
apartment's unfurnished
we'll drink a lil bourbon
no arguments hurting each other
i won't smother
u to death

i won't promise tho
i get attached rly quick but i'm not rly worried we don't have to hurry
i'm waiting
and i'm patient
for u
cuz u're all that i wanted and needed so

alexandria's ballad

produced and mastered by @xona
written and performed by nora evelyne

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my fate

can you call for a minute
critique but you dont see the vision
take a peak how im livin
i wanted more out this life that ive written

fall deep inside
suddenly i recognize 
what's in my mind
ill get it right this time

ill right my wrong
ill get it right for you
ill bit my tongue
and ill lie for you

my dear
my dear

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my

spotify

my dear, xona

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

SPOTIFY

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

experimental fun song :3 hope u guys enjoy <3
all plats tonight :) <3


Thank you to:
@scrufff for featuring :)
@prodbykori for producing first half
@iliastrack for producing the last half and helping with the master :)

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wakeUp! w/ Scruff

Just a lil more ye
Just a lil more 
Just a lil more ye 
Kick you to the curb
Just a lil more ye 
I don’t wanna stop
I don’t wanna stop this

Tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose
tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose

help me out autumn
she look like a model
how we gonna fall in love 
when all we do is fall out?
last night was a problem
I confessed a little too much
let you see my soul again
im glad I didnt lose it

I cant fuck with you, 
you always take my self worth 
actin so selfish 
I fuckin cant help it 
passed up all the warning signs for pleasure I deserve it
forget all the peace disturbed and feelin like I’m worth less
Worthless

tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose
tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose

tell me how it is just face it 
you n me 
basic knowledge
we can be 
all you wanted
follow me
I can ball it
runnin in place impatient
runnin on 10 I’m pacin well
keep that love dont change at all
I’ll show up like whats up whats up
need some of those feel good hormones
that we know we cant get enough of
but you want me to mess up mess up
so Ill just

tell myself that I wont fail 
keep my short comings and prevail 
just might introduce you to the new me 
I hope you doin well
and all these bitches kiss n tell 
they wanna leave me at a low point 
they dont want me well
keep my short comings and prevail 
just might introduce you to the new me 
I hope you doin well
and all these bitches kiss n tell 
they wanna leave me at a low point 
they dont want me well

Autumn!

midway

MY SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6TFbkieDWB8aPLaZFsGquH?si=5MVUP3yORA-6T3hqx9wV6Q

Autumn!

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