My newest single released April 15! A Dreamy Pop ballad about love that was written for a friend of mine who was going through a very tough break up. There was a lot of love in the relationship, but her partner was having mental health issues at the time, which he felt he needed to deal with on his own. In the end she knew she had to set his spirit free, and hence “Fly Bird” was written.
This was co-produced with Felix Wolter and Christian Decker @ #timetools

Fly Bird


It’s getting late and i’m tired of this pain
Energy is failing nothing is the same
And in your arms i feel i’m lonely once again
Painful silences and no one is to blame

Fly bird away from the living
Fly free as you do
In a world of happiness and giving
I know I must do this for you

And if you stay here with me
Things just wouldn’t be the same
We both know you need to fly
Life moves on and people change

Fly bird away from the living
Fly free as you do
In a world of happiness and giving
I know I must do this for you

Life has things for you to see
And if i love you i must set you free
I trust our love is meant to be
And that one day you will fly back to me
Fly bird..back to me...fly bird

But as for now we both need our space 
It’s time to build up strengh regain our true face
Our seperate worlds we must embrace
Satisfaction in the finding of one’s place

Fly bird away from the living
Fly free as you do
In a world of happiness and giving
I know I must do this for you

Fly Bird

Recorded a little acoustic into my phone lofi and had great fun blending some orchestration for my wonderful older sister , clan chief and lionhearted ,

Aisling's Theme

Amanitalinda in da House (Remix)

WHAT IT IS

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Presence

The melody and chord pattern were dreamed up in 1998, but the song has since undergone a rescue effort in 2024.

The song was originally called "Suzy Suicide," and I must admit it was a serious lyric missfire.  The title was also a little flippant.  I'm a mental health nurse these days, and upon re-visiting this I felt a strong need to change the lyric altogether. It does however still refer to something in a potentially similar vein, in my wanting to stay at least a little close to where the song was originally, with respect being high up, with a potential drop on the cards.  The first line is the only line from the original 1998 lyric.

In any case the original story was about someone leaping from the top of a building, only to change their mind halfway down, but is now about the activities of people like James Kingston, and other free climbers. The new lyric also takes some inspiration from Phillipe Petit in the same regard, thinking about some of the things he said about his harness-free tight rope walk atop the Twin Towers (World Trade Centre), effectively saying that such a passing, due to a fall from the wire, were it to have occurred, would have been a beautiful last moment of life.

In any case the lyric is pulling from those people, I suppose individuals who don't feel their cogs moving unless they're amid rather extreme experiences, without which, I suppose, they don't particularly feel connected to life. Such things turn my stomach, but I suppose, for some people, being on the brink of something like that makes them feel alive.

Anyway, that's what I was shooting at, however, it's quite esoteric, as far as lyrics go, and could easily mean some other odd thing to someone else.

Seems it took me 26 years to finish this one! 🤣

Lyrics

Climbing up the staircase
A few floors left to go
Time to end the chase
Feels like I’m nearly home
When I get to the top
I’ll find some space and time
I’ll step into a portal
Reach the other side

I feel the earth, it’s pull
It’s lure feels stronger than a fire in the cold, yeah
won’t cover too much distance,
if I glide below
If I slipped it might feel like dreaming
And give me some new lifetime
Within a few short seconds
I might feel some kind of lifeline

There’s nothing here inside
No signals just my vital signs of life
Signs I don’t recognise
Nothing is clear behind these darkened eyes
But signs of life below
Some sign of other worlds that I could know
If just inside my mind
Some sign of light to brighten up these eyes
Some sign of life

I didn’t miss the news
But seems I’m none the wiser
It suits my tranquil solitude
The drum of nonsurvivors
They say don’t look down
But that just blunts emotion
I’m petrified but energised
Life could be over, just that notion!

I’m captured by an epic view
my gorgeous guiding spirit
The lights all twinkle down below
Their sparkle so explicit
I feel a surge beneath my feet
A foot forward, but I'm stable
I’m gonna trust the air I feel
I’m slipping free from all my labels

There’s nothing here inside
No signals just my vital signs of life
Signs I don’t recognise
Nothing is clear behind these darkened eyes
But signs of life below
Some sign of other worlds that I could know
If just inside my mind
Some sign of light to brighten up these eyes
Some sign of life

Signs Of Life (1998 / 2024)

Noth Crudhe (2023)

Black Mirror

An awesome otherworldly synth piece that was carefully engineered to commandeer the feeble human mind for our bidding. Just listen twice, it's all good. 

This is a real leaked photo of Elon's actual escape pod. Really. If you look carefully, you can see Kat Williams in the sidecar.

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elon's escape pod

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