you know you dont care, SO DONT LIE TO ME. (nxmadic)

cherry

prod. 1tcyxo & wasterr
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat 4 me
cus i got 2 much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind..
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
i know im dumb, i promise

i cant stand 2 wait on me no more
i feel like my eyes hit the flooor
good try, but i still know whats deep inside of my mind
good bye! to all the fake cunts in my friendss list
i see the fuckn walls spinnin
hold up, i did not finish
i said "fuck my demise", no i am not finished
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills, bitch
reliable asf, im always high, im never low
im happy when not home, buy that shit by the o
fuck. everybody. that i known, i guess
i guess i shoulda waited, but i did it feelin lifeless
yEEEAaahAHAHahAHAHHhooooOOooOOOo

[lil divine:]
feelin lifeless
got no fuckin heartbeat
i gotchu in my sights bitch 

ye i pull up wit a knife quick
stick it in ur corneas 
and leave u fuckin eyeless

i see the fuckn floors spinnin
maybe i should stop sippin

they screamin out divine
this my life and i did it

i fucked up yea i admit it
let me speak for just a minute
i dont ask a lot from you
just let me have my time wit it 

got no time aint no wristwatch  
i got no time for a pit stop
im comin up letcho bitch watch
u aint on my team u got kicked off

no gucci and no saint laurent
rock teen hearts til the day i drop
bitch ima go like pokemon
ima run this shit til the day im gone 

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat for me
cus i got too much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
ulooksodumbipromise

[lil divine:]
i dont know what you see in me
its the same shit like every week
this shit aint what i had in mind
im killing myself like every fucking night

you switched up your love
and it sucks,
and it hurts 

[kill breanna:]
fuck grownin up, stay a kid
fuck growin up, this is shit
i fucked around, and raced that shit a bit
fuck a speed limit, bitch im lit
FUCK a bitch who dont believe in shit!
FUCK a bitch who dont try for shit!
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills
reliable as fuck, im always high, im never low!
im dazed, meo!
please leave me alone!
i guess i should've waited, but i did it feeling lifeless.

ulooksodumbipromise w/ lil divine

ulooksodumbipromise w/ safeatlast

Under a Spell (Prod by Noah Thomas & Jolst)

hope older me can forgive me :c

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6FcwHE5pd9tMiP9tPkkBAo?si=a24628ebf06b4958

this song kinda feels like a 2020 jora song and i like that alot :) if only he knew what the world had in store for him...

lyrics:
could u explain how it is palpable what u feel?
i get so jealous from the stories i hear 
im scared i might just be incapable to breach thru the fears 
or i just did and its not what i imagined 
what if im feeling like my stomach turns
but the world turns around my stomach?
and its unconcerned if its like anything i wanted?
u put someone first 
no knowing anything about them is it bad of an assumption 
thinking youll get something back in return?

i know its me i know im wrong but it hurts

could u explain how to make sense of it?
of it all 
would u just calm me down and fucking respond
am i too selfish or too desperate? just tell me whats wrong
is it too late for me? just tell me its not
yea i should know better 
the thought of stop trying it hit me dead center 
and hasnt gone quiet 
can i go forever?
and when i start flying the sun it melts feathers 
so whats it all matter?

its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
just tryna make it by 
tell younger me i broke our promise 
idk a way out 
tell older me its alright
ive gone too far to give it up now 
how am i still so far behind?
its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
ive got to make it by

it's 2am, i'm on the floor | prod. majora

and i should prolly care more

www.carlbymusic.com
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
These days
Everything means nothing to me
I’m not phased
Can’t help but feel
I’m living in a movie
I’m so sick of simply getting by
I long to take control
To truly own my life

For years I have waited for the warmth of the sun to come
But it never does
And I fear attachment
‘Cause I know that this won't last
And if I hold on to my heart
Then no one can ever smash it
Into tiny bits just like you did
I guess that’s what I get for being selfless
I won't make that mistake again

Because I gave myself away
Trying to paint a picture
That would make you want to stay
I should have known better
‘Cause it’s right in front of me
Everything I needed yeah

Listen on Spotify!

Phased (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

prod the goat @unaake

hope it aint obvious cuz its unbearable
i wear it on my fucking sleeve im fucking terrible
im breathing deep cuz i can feel u run the variables
i got a month before u leave this time's invaluable

im sick of holding back thoughts
everyone i know is sick its hard to care if im not
i keep hoping itll stick, bear the waters ill cross
what if its not worth the risk? heaven knows if im lost

this is who i am i'll fight the fire
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
wonder where all my desire's gone
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar ugh)
i try to stay inspired
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
maybe thats why i cant love for long
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar, oh)

who i am [bugboi]

twin sista's (@maxxairrbeats @clonnex @yunggokrazy @slimemaco)

Slumber Party

Tay-Finesse☆™ YKM3 - Official Mixtape/Album 2025
IG : tayfinesseofficial 
TT : officialtayfinesse
X : starkidtf 

BlOw My Mind! p. pipe bomb

Pittsburgh 🖤💛
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Under a Spell (Prod by Noah Thomas & Jolst)

JT Loco