Sincere Apologies

Fish

Fog Lake - When?

 i have to stop watching 
it all happen around me
 like i’m not there to stop 
these two hands before me
i’m lifting off 
i’m a rocket
every word you say 
makes me sick the way
i gaze too hard
and look away too quick
the way your head tilts
the brush of your arm
it’s cutting me up
it’s just self harm 
too much to carry around 
can’t take it on board
the beast inside my body
has taken me to court 
he’s suing me blind 
don’t know anything anymore
i’m failing you i know it
but i’m surrounded by the reason 
swallowed up by doubt 
dropped by the team 
your name in my mouth 
is the seventh deadly sin


the only way out is through

Mansion

I just wanna forget u

Fog Lake - Painfully

people are forever (MILLY)

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when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch 
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much 
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar 
there was light trapped where the sun was 
this is harder than i thought 

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing 
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects 
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body 
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here 
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag 
i saw your coat and i hate this 

this is harder than i thought

the only way out is through

helen of troy did nothing wrong 🇵🇸