 i have to stop watching 
it all happen around me
 like i’m not there to stop 
these two hands before me
i’m lifting off 
i’m a rocket
every word you say 
makes me sick the way
i gaze too hard
and look away too quick
the way your head tilts
the brush of your arm
it’s cutting me up
it’s just self harm 
too much to carry around 
can’t take it on board
the beast inside my body
has taken me to court 
he’s suing me blind 
don’t know anything anymore
i’m failing you i know it
but i’m surrounded by the reason 
swallowed up by doubt 
dropped by the team 
your name in my mouth 
is the seventh deadly sin


the only way out is through

helen of troy did nothing wrong 🇵🇸