Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

i can’t wait until my fucking heads numb

oldarks x lil skele - waiting for you (prod. irby)

give and take

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

COMFORT

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

I see the way you look and girl it’s crooked and you know it’s wrong
If you won’t tell me how you feel then how the fuck are we gonna get out from this mess
This hazardous place that turned me into a crooked bandit
I died and went through the Lazarus
What if I came back to life just for you

(yungcray)
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though
Yeah it hasn’t felt the same since
I’m not strong enough to face this
Blood is pouring out from open wounds, but fuck it 
I dont got that much to lose
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

love me again w/ yungcray (hollowprpl)

lyrics 


were alright
but im not
this just drilling my head
give it time
u will not
take back whats already said
on my shoulder theres dread
in my room i see webs
im the same kid that u met
theres coffin dust in my breath

im coughing up what i said
i see some blood in my phlegm
i lose some trust when ur gone
i gain in back when u said
everything gon be fine
but i cant do it again
and everything gon be right
instead im stuck in my bed


i just sit here alone
but i stay running it up
i had lost track of the time 
i had lost track of the month
i got a feeling of dread
i feel like something is up
im not equipped for it yet
but i will not give it up

u know im back in my head
i had to fill up the cup
i had to stay in the back
im by myself in the cut
all of my skin turning red
i think my skin burning up
u givin out too much flack
like omg r u done

love me again w/ yungcray (hollowprpl)

kaiso.

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