Ugly

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnxxbMckkgI

Drawing Shapes (catch Me If You Can)

HIT THE BRUH (squirlbeats + kissure)

bloodhounds (sif)

produced, arranged, mixed, written, and mastered by me

"why do i always see you late at night?"

Late at night
Why the hell are you waiting outside?
Tongue tied
You are not from this side
A shell
From my personal hell
My hair, hiding my face and my hair

I know you're inside, I know you're inside
You gotta think twice,
'Fore you grab that knife
Bring me to the light, bring me to the light
To see if you're right
How do you sleep at night?

Bring all the tears and the tissues
You came to my space saying "Bless you"
Now I'm saying "what's the problem, what's the issue"
Motherfuckers tryna get me up and down in it
Lowkey, i'm just tryna get me out of this
Really, ya'll just made me wanna slap the shit
Out of all you motherfuckers, I just cannot sit down

One, two, seein the abyss
Looking at their hair, and I'm looking at their tattoos
What you even saying? Motherfuckers aren't against you?
Pulling out your tricks, what's the issue?
Why you getting mad
Talkin all this shit, did it hurt so bad?
Get it out your system boy I feel your wrath
Running from high speeds, but you cannot see the end
Cant lose

Late at night
Why the hell are you waiting outside?
Tongue tied
You are not from this side
A shell
From my personal hell
My hair, hiding my face and my hair

I know you're inside, I know you're inside
You gotta think twice,
'Fore you grab that knife
Bring me to the light, bring me to the light
To see if you're right
How do you sleep at night?

Sitting coast to coast
Down in mexico
Watched the water over three times never sail never sold
Been in comatose
I took another dose
Haven't seen you in a few months, but we used to be so close

Aw nah another motherfucker trying to get me down
Talked to my mama I just wanna know if I made her proud
Fast forward, few years, now i'm sitting on my own
Man this shit is really something

Im so glad
(Never thought I'd feel like this)
I dont have you
To myself
(No way, no way, no way, no)
Baby, it's sad
(Never thought I felt something like this)
Can I get back?
(New eyes, new place, something I never knew)

our last ballad*

written by me

both of us still can't see a thing
still can't breathe enough to come back up
both of us we'll find ours again
I'll find my eyes in all this rubble
I wish you'd tear me apart
there's an ache and it won't go
I like it when we talk and you're okay
I don't want this to end but it will
you've always been running away from me
at least that's what I can see
I want you to know how much I love you
I love you

Both of us

lyrics:
Do you know the reason
I've been saying that I'm sad
Faced against the breeze
And then I cut myself with glass (Feeling satisfied with that)
As I lay amongst the trees
The graves of time I can't get back
I see you try and see but you can't see it, so I laugh

You understand I've built a world ?
Inside my thoughts that fade to black
There's a reason I went forward
There's a reason I've gone back
There's a reason to explore
Until you lose the beaten path
If you follow in my footsteps
You would see all that I lack

Do you know the reason
I've been saying that I'm sad
Faced against the breeze
And then I cut myself with glass
As I lay amongst the trees
The graves of time I can't get back
I see you try and see but you can't see it, so I laugh

The reason

Everything by Novemebr Day

Pictures of you in my camera roll
Oh what a lovely time 
That walk by the stream was so nice 
I loved looking out at the water, and turning around to see your face 
And when you asked me to guess your real name 

Pictures of you in my camera roll
Oh what a lovely time 
That walk by the stream was so nice 
I loved looking out at the water, and turning around to see your face 
And when you asked me to guess your real name

SP-320

Everything by Novemebr Day

I'm so unprepared for everything 
I'm such a let down, gone for spring
I'm waiting for summer just to sing 
Every winter I lose myself
When the snow melts I'm gone with it
When the rain falls I start to drip
I'm just temporary, I'm bound to slip
But it's all worth it

Liar Mode

woah, woah
woah, woah, woah, woah
you were the one I could tolerate
you were the one I thought I'd spend my life with
did me wrong, I still treat you the nicest
you get mad at my friends being biased
but baby, they right
you ain't love me how I love you
you ain't love me how I love you
you ain't love me how I love you

yeah, you said all these people 'round me had to face it
why did I ignore the red flags you shown
you so stuck up in your ways
and I was so willing to change
but now our love is in a grave
you showed your true colours, so thank you
i can't even be grateful, knew I should've disgraced you
knew I should've disgraced you
knew I would've been on my own
knew I would've been in my zone
all this is enough to leave me alone
don't trust hoes unless you prepared to lose

you were the one I could tolerate
you were the one I thought I'd spend my life with
did me wrong, I still treat you the nicest
you get mad at my friends being biased
but baby, they right
you ain't love me how I love you
you ain't love me how I love you
you ain't love me how I love you

true colors

medium fidelity
she/they
pfp + banner by eel.goo on instagram 🪲

Liar Mode

November Day

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