Feeling Donor

Feeling Donor (Sped Up)

Feeling Donor (Slowed)

Being the epitome of surprise, “Ashes of Guilt” entails the story of shame that burns with having a mental disorder. The dynamic reputation comes from key changes, tempo changes, and vibe changes that sonically build to the end. The outside world is debilitating as is, but with OCD, escaping to your own mind, a “home," feels like being stuck in a fire, in which you are your own perpetrator. Recorded in my basement, the mix is imbedded with personal chaos, unfolding gradually through the ride.

Ashes of Guilt

Ashes of Guilt (Unmastered Version)

Ashes of Guilt (Sped Up Version)

Ashes of Guilt (Slowed Down Version)

Ashes of Guilt (Enhanced Instrumental)

Lyrics by: Rayna Kazi

I am just a product
Of the miserable above
Just a player
Not a savior
Forgive the will I have lost

Crawl off 
And I do care if you see me in my fright 
I guess that all of the misery’s 
Put a toll onto my height

I dream for all 
(Forgive my fate, come take my place)
But fall for none
I watch my step 
(Forgive my fate, come take my place)
Yet wake up lost 
I’ve put my heart onto a sheet
(Forgive my fate, come take my place)
Just to become a shattered piece


Shattered peace 
In return for infamy 
Please
Please gift the touch of deserving

I have thrown my sorrow into a ditch 
For it I have lost
False behaviors 
Fake demeanors of hope
And still I’ll get
Everything that I want

I know my worth, I have my place
I am the hardest to erase
So tear me up and watch me bleed
You’ll never take more than piece 

Shattered Peace
In return for Infamy
Forgive
Forgive my deserving 

I want it all
I want it all
I want it all
Don’t you see what I want?
I want it all
I know what I want and
I want all

Shattered Peace
In return for Infamy
Forgive
Forgive my deserving 
Shattered Peace
In return for Infamy
Forgive
Forgive my deserving

Hamartia (Sped up)

Rayna Kazi

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