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something a lil' different from what you're used to, but we had fun with it. wanted to drop a guardin x flowars track before the homie flowars leaves for boot camp for three months. i can express to you how fucking proud i am of every single thing you've accomplished this year alone man. with music, your career path, etc. you've helped me get through much more than you know. i fucking love you. thank you guys for all the support. 

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https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy

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https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats

music video

guardin x flowars - mega gengar (prod. by hateful)

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

i don't plan on getting older
but every night my heart gets colder
you do not call me when you're sober
just leave me to bleed out
i'm used to cold shoulders
love you but my hands are tied yah
i don't really love my life life yah
think i really want to die yah
love you but i hate my life yah

act like i'm alone
but i have a few friends
it's just lately i've been caught up on a quick and painless end
i just really wanna end it
you can call me pessimistic
but my life's the worst
and i really just hate this

collection 1

i think i really want to die

spotify <3

i think i really want to die (prod. gal.exe)

I wake up, I feel blue
I get dressed, go to school
I'm so numb, I'm so dumb
I'm so numb, I'm so
I wake up without you
And that's fine
Yeah, it's cool
I hate you, I hate you, I hate

It's so bad, I'm so wrong
I'm so glad that you're gone
I'm so glad I'm alone
And my heart's just a shell
And my soul isn't real or it's burning in hell
It's just so hard to tell
All I know is it's gone
And I'm tired
The memories stick around until pain is acquired
I'm just sick of the lies that are stuck in my mind
My desires
Fantasies expire
I should've known that you're a fucking liar
I'm on my own
Just let me fucking die here

That's fine 'cause I'm empty
It's alright 'cause you're happy
Yeah, you're happy
So forget me
Just forget me

I'm hollow
So hollow
All I feel is fucking sorrow
I'm hollow
So hollow
All I feel is fucking sorrow

So tell me what it's like
What it's like to feel alive
So tell me what it's like
'Cause my life is just a lie
So tell me what it's like
What it's like to feel alive
So tell me what it's like
'Cause I want to fucking die

I wake up feeling blue
I'm so numb without you
I'm so dumb, you're so cruel, you're so
I wake up feeling dead
Want your face out my head
I hate you, I hate you, I hate

Spotify <3

hollow (prod. reaper)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

follow sleye

i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

eighteen again

soundcloud.com/4evrgone
soundcloud.com/sleyeofficial


i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it 

probably set me off like the ringer on my phone
when i see you i get lost 
can't remember where to go
and i gave it all i got still i wasn't even close
but i can't afford the cost if i end up on my own

if i end up on my own
i don't wanna be alone 
said don't let the door hit you when you're going home
but i wanted you to know
i don't wanna be the one
that would get up all my hopes
if it wasn't gonna work out 

now i'm going off but you know i really had it
with you i'm making this a habit
yeah you had me fucked up
bleeding couldn't stop it with a bandage 
cutting really close and i don't know if i can stand it

i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it

mixed/mastered by Sleye

On My Own (feat. Sleye)(prod. 4evr)

thank you for listening

money coming in but i’m still sad 
i just wish you had the time to call me back 
you’ve been acting different and i’m so mad 
said you wouldn’t switch up and it hurts bad 
everybody telling me i’ll be fine 
but i’m on the edge almost every night 
i’ve been feeling down so ill write a song 
if you feel the same i hope you’ll stay strong 

if you feel the same way 
know i understand you
i’ve been at my lowest point for months 
but i won’t leave you 
imma be right here
hope that you can see thru 
better days are waiting up ahead 
just gotta push 
hit a hundred thousand total plays 
but i’m not done 
imma run it up until the day that i’ve helped everyone 
know it feels so empty but just know that when you hear this song 
you are not alone
yeah you’ve never been the only one 
i still wanna die 
i don’t wanna try 
i don’t wanna lie 
no i’m not alright 
you been telling me things that are not true 
oh well guess that’s fine cause it’s not new
ive been working 
yeah you know i’m on my grind now 
pushing everyone far away 
because i have to
need to be alone 
i can’t stand to be around you 
always acting fake 
guess i’ll have to cut you off soon
saying that you care 
but when i call you it’s just dial tones 
when i make it to top
please don’t ever call my phone
please don’t ever call my phone
i’m always feeling so alone

still sad (prod. dee b)

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

Lyrics:
i had too many things to say
i write the same shit every day
im scared while i be on my way
too anxious to know that im gonna be okay

cuz you know im a bad dream
i get lost i dont 'member me
then you call on a memory
but you know it aint meant to be

i just cant breathe you already know
panic inside i pick up my phone
try to type a message cuz im never alone
i dont want them hearing what goes on in my dome

on repeat on the daily now
tryna stay sane but im crazy now
yeah i wish that i was faded now
so i dont have to think of how i hate it now

its late at night and i can not sleep
trapped inside this anxiety
been distressed just to say the least
i still aint know the fuck wrong with me

i just gotta take a breathe and calm down
need sedation and i need it all now
i been clean the plug im bouta call now
this so fucking hard im bouta fall now

i had to many things to say
i write the same shit every day
im scared while i be on my way
too anxious to know that im gonna be okay

cuz you know im a bad dream
i get lost i dont 'member me
then you call on a memory
but you know it aint meant to be

memory (prod vader)

see right through you (prod. mixed matches)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/moonmovement
MIXED & MASTERED BY https://soundcloud.com/imjordanjay
PRODUCTION BY https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash
ARTWORK BY https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash

trippythakid <3

I DON'T WANNA DIE ⚡️ (FEAT. TRIPPYTHAKID)

isolation music (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

prod. 4evr + distance decay + drodro
vox mixed matches

radiance (ft. mixed matches, distance decay, & drodro)

3:30 (ft. yesterday)

(prod. by ohsobrkn)
(guitar by bradosanz)  
lyrics:
[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 1]
why the world so cold? 
why my heart so broke?
why did i bullied for my glasses?
i don’t know
remember when they called that girl a slut
and she killed herself
remember when they bullied that boy down syndrome
and he would cry for help
imagine a place 
where people didn’t have any hate
a safe world,
where my best friend 
didn’t have to get raped
imagine... 
no slit wrist
nobody is dead inside
and there’s no sickness
so cousin didn’t have to go die 
R.I.P Matt <3

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 2]
revelations 21:4
says 
“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. 
There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, 
for the old order of things has passed away.”
and yo i think that crazy
cuz like imagine a place
where we can kick it with angels
and we’ll have wings on our waist 
where i can eat nutella all day
and not gain any weight
where i can pet a huge tiger
cuz he’ll probably be tame
and I can see the real Jesus
not the one on your chain

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
*gunshot*

[verse 3]
demons lurking outside my window
the internet is poisonous 
and a phone is a widow
it’s gonna bite you
and then blah 
it will kill your kiddos 
and once they’re dead
they’re really gone
life is not nintendo 
i wish that i could go back
when i was a kid again
when everything was innocent
and i would write my rap in pen 
but now i write it on my phone 
watch depression settle in
let’s pretend that earth is good
and everything is heaven scent

Spotify

let's pretend this world is a happy place

Everybody Dies In Their Nightmares Remix

Prod. Kado


Lyrics:

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

You never forget the first time
That a friend dies and it feels like
It's the worst night of your life
But I guess it could always be worse right
And it feels like you're cursed
Funeral then disperse
Like they were never even there once they're inside of the hearse

And I won't say I'm okay believe me I'm not
I kept your picture in my pillow cause it's all that I've got
Called your answering machine to hear your voice on the phone
Until the day it disconnected please
Just leave me alone

And I know that you're trying to assist me 
But I really just don't want to talk about anything 
Nothing could ever be right when this hole in my life keeps depleting my energy 
Circle of life keeping symmetry 
Enter survive, then we're history
Searching for meaning or God
But what if there's not something more than the misery

And I won't say I don't care believe me I do
But I try to stay awake cause when I sleep I see you
Can't cover it up, with the drinking and drugs
And I know it's truth you're speaking but please just
Leave me alone

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave Me Alone

#bagworld ft d1v (prod scary)

"Shelby" Out Now !
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