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just Fourme slowburn10.28.21

Chill remix..had this song in my mind for hours...mala.//i do not own this music///

Mala - Alicia

@SteezTheProducer x "G.O.M.D." Cypher #JerseyClub #FlowGods

Song taken from Arca's Stretch 1.
Will remove upon request from artist, their affiliates or therein.

@arca1000000

Arca — Walls

Rakakaakkakakakak

Sweet vaper killer

rekover jet - okay (chinapoet + dreamnote + crynolonger) [slump audios exclusive + dj banned + bl4]

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

everything prod me @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in you
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for you
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
you said you wanted silence said youre good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (youre making that)
said you wanna talk but you dont show
please stop making that face (youre making that)

yeah
said u wanna talk but you dont show (now you act like you dont know) 
yeah
said you wanna talk but you dont show (now you act you dont -)


i dont care about those people
you step back and its all uneven 
you said youd stay but you dont mean it (oh-oh)
got your get back now you tripping
i saw you waiting, i saw you waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (youre making that)
say you wanna talk but you dont show
please stop making that face 
said you wanna talk

said you wanna talk
y-yeah
said you wanna talk

real in you

Mixed live on CDJs and Vinyl

Tracklist:
Dave Brubeck Quartet - Three To Get Ready and Four to Go

Dave Brubeck Quartet - African Times Suite (1st Movement)

black midi - Live on Canal St, NYC

Cities Aviv - INTERLUDE (feat. Jeanpaulmicrowave)

Cities Aviv - STALEMATE (feat. Skrewpac)

Terre Thaemlitz - Trans-Am (Punched to the Floor)

Terre Thaemlitz - Silent Passability (Ride to the Countryside) 

Pretty V - The Nightmare Takes Over

dntel - Why I’m So Unhappy

868 - Slowburn

THUGWIDOW - Lawful Killing

Crystallmess - Do you know what makes this world go round?

Ted Kamal - iwouldcry

Kelela - The High (Lux Familiar Footwork Edit)

DJ Spinn, DJ Manny & DJ Taye - Kush Alarm

GRIG - Trees At Night

Chris Kaiju - SadHeartEyesEmoji

YUMGOD - May Crush Ako S’ayo

K.A.S.H - Saki-Chan Pt 1 

K.A.S.H - Saki-Chan Pt 2

nowheregirl - Unreleased

Ase Manual - Senzu

Voice Actor - Carefully

twikipedia - boy

Ana Roxanne - Untitled

mark william lewis - Josh, this is Lin, I accidentally left my documents in your car yesterday

Leon Vynehall - Julia (Footnote IV)

DJ Sprinkles - Grand Central - Part 2 (72 Hrs. By Rail From Missouri)


Unserious Writing for Myself (In Editing)

An attempt to actualize my feelings of gendered dissonance and mindlessness in transit between New Jersey and New York City, fearwilltakeover was inspired by Terre Thaemlitz's work, specifically ideas pulled from Grand Central, detailing her own 72 hour train ride from his hometown in Missouri to Grand Central, Routes not Roots' interview-style spoken word piece from a Japanese crossdresser's identity, and Couture Cosmetique's ambient distillation of fears of violence while travelling in between safe spaces and the forced compulsion to stay silent as to not invite confrontation. (Thaemlitz identifies using a non-essentialist or anti-essentialist framework, switching between female/male pronouns.) Thaemlitz's work embellished a history of the processing of my own gender while in transit, but instead of one great big move from one place to another, my time was spent in short bursts of travel, 40-50 minutes in between one place and the next. This time spent on the road in between two places of various levels of queer acceptability and history, in my eyes, developed my own battles with self-acceptability and self-definition; fearing too much of an alignment with LGBTQIA+ culture stemming from my experiences in New York City would lead me to a life-fracturing change where I would no longer feel like myself, the man I feel like, I feel as if I'm fractured between two states of mind. (Another Thaemlitz work, Soulnessless, comes to mind when trying to define the sinking feeling I experience when thinking too hard about my own ability to define myself.) This fear of change has led to a distinct dissonance that plagues my mannerisms and actions. I fear that if I jump, nobody will be on the other side to catch me. I fear that if I stay, it will hurt me and hinder me from being my best self. These feelings persisted throughout my high school life till today, where I feel the after-effects of this dipping in and out of two realms of existence.
Pretty V's track inspired the name of this mix, and I believe the idea is pretty self-explanatory when you take a look at the lyrics, so I will copy-paste them below:

If there’s a problem 
You don’t save it 
You try change it
You keep it going 
For a moment 
Don’t hold it 
Or it’ll take over 
It’ll take over 
Your soul 
It’ll take over
It’ll take over 
Your heart 
It’ll take over 
Don’t let it take over
It’ll take over 
It’ll take over 
Your heart
It’ll take over 
It’ll take over 
It’ll take over your soul
Let it go 
It’ll take over 
It’ll take over 
Your heart 
It’ll take over 
It’ll take over 
Your soul
(Voldy Moyo, 2022)

if you read this far, just know this shit was super therapeutic for me. thank you for listening, and I hope you enjoy.



fearwilltakeover (9/2/2025)

ETS started in January 2016 as a club night in London, showcasing the cross-section between UK funky, tribal house, kuduro, dutch house and similar genres. Now, the free compilation entitled 'ETS000 (Even the Strong),' rings in the start of ETS as a label. We're happy to share the contribution by RBMA alumni Lemonick, indebted to hard drums, syncopated rhythms and unbridled dancefloor energy.

'ETS000 (Even the Strong)' is out November 6th as free download via ETS.

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@eventhestrong
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