let him die

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chopping up my t-shirts
put ‘em in a coffin
choking till it hurts
think about you and i soften
i just smoked a girl blunt
now i’m a high femme
texting back my old friends 
like i don’t even know them
feelin’ like a ghost yea
walking through the walls
there’s a monster in the closet
vision in the hall
you should prob’ly go to rehab
‘cause i don’t recognise you
i don’t wanna be here
wish i never saw you
and oh, i don’t wanna go insane
i don’t wanna be alone
i don’t wanna go home
without you (without you, without you)
blocking your new number
time to go insane
there’s a million things i think that i won’t say to your face
i don’t really fucking know you
and i don’t think i want to
i don’t wanna be here
wish i never saw you
and all my friends think that i’m crazy
that i love you
that i try so hard
i break myself apart
but i know who you are
and you could do it if you tried
but it won’t go far
we’ll just go back to the start
and it’ll tear us apart
i only ever do it cause i love you

with love from junko

steel reserve 40 oz

samsung g series x_chapter190

produced, arranged, mixed, and mastered by me

extra vox by @mythvalley

written by me and myth valley

"i keep failing, but that's okay"

I crashed my car at a bridge, I got stabbed by a syringe, but it's okay
I never tell how it is, scared of the drama and shit, but it's okay
I cut off all the loose ends and then I do it again, but it's okay
The cycle repeats and then I crash my car at a bridge, but it's okay

Come on and say something,
Don't stand and do nothing, bitches think they ate or sumn
Out of all the fucking chances, you gotta take mine
I never wrote to the bitch, I made a statement

And when you say it again
Messing with my friends
Nothing I can't pretend
And I'mma send you a prayer
You say society's shit, we'll have to deal with it

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

Stopped waiting for the fall
Up on the edge for way too long
I don't know when I'll break at all
But I'll mess up my face in the mirror
'Cuz of my blurry vision off the cycle in my head
Do it over and over, I'll never know when it ends
Was it you who I saw in this dream I had in bed
But I think I've waited just far too long

So do it over and over again
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time

So do it over again
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

over again (with myth valley)

i wonder off alone in the forest
My demons hate me , girl yur too perfect.
I said i love yu girl, but yu weren't worth it
The walls keep caving in 
Inside of my head
Yu said yu were sleeping but yur wide awake
I saw yu bleeding 
But yu ain't Said a thing
I heard yu cry , but yu blame it on me
yu hate me now I guess 
we'll never speak

and yet suddenly 
yu called me
I called yu too
I loved yu
and yu hate me
I don't trust yu
I despise yu
but I guess.....

i wonder off alone in the forest
My demons hate me , girl yur too perfect.
I said i love yu girl, but yu weren't worth it
The walls keep caving in 
Inside of my head
Yu said yu were sleeping but yur wide awake
I saw yu bleeding 
But yu ain't Said a thing
I heard yu cry but yu blame it on me
yu hate me now I guess 
we'll never speak

🖤🔪


Despise*

cover of a movie script ending by death cab for cutie

I dont like this very much but its silly

The highway

clvr

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lucysong

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Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm on my fifth cigarette
I've been talking to myself
And your ghost

If things are for the best
Why do I feel so much less
Than whole?

[Chorus]
Only God knows
Why it's hell on Earth

[Refrain]
Help me (help me)
Before I drown
You should hold me (hold me)
And I might just stay afloat

Help me (help me)
Before I drown
You should hold me (hold me)
And I might just stay afloat

[Chorus]
Only God knows
Why it's hell on Earth

Despise*

Kyxto!