I Should Make Ambient Music More Often Because The Rent Is Due Soon

hands bleeding salted ink to the floor
as it writhes to lose my grip evermore
warm waves of radiance
I trace in circles around your skull
I'll never open what you sent
because it's only over when I know

I feel your nails rest to my skin
like grass under a midnight snow
teeth gliding smooth as linen
our fingers numb as I give out
can't raise my limbs to fight
so I lower my eyes closed
it's not paranoia when you're right

It's not paranoia when you're right

for the techclub comp

lyrics:

all alone
in my home
feeling less than zero 
(x3)

i confess
what a mess
i have become
in my lonesome
(x2)


old song i redid

less than zero (techclub)

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip cover

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you

20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

fill me with lead ft heelflip & 404me (techclub)

cigarette

why do you have to fuck with me?
you bring stuff up until we cant speak
this tensions making it hard to breath
i miss back when you just acted sweet 

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

i don’t think that you care at all
but id still pick up if you still called 
i know that sometimes we’ll disagree
but I just want you to be nice to me

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

sensitive young man

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

V-tech but original vocals

next time i'll do a whole 16 bar instead of just 4. i promise.

open up yr eyelids
speak yr mind straight to me
ill open up my earholes
smoking out the window

smoking as the time pass
passes on the clock face
openening up to you
was a mistake

now i'm so insecure
and feeling subpar
because i put an image in your head
of how i'm not pure

so open up yr eyelids
speak yr mind straight to me
cant promise ill keep a clear mind
smoking out the window

smoking as the time pass
passes on the clock face
opening the book 
you kno ima shut it

you kno ima shut in, but somehow you love me
speak yr mind to me, fading right thru me
i wanna do the same, but cant create the preconditions
my mind is abstracted, i miss our abreviation

a love story

i think i'm nothing, i'm just sad
i rly don't wanna go to bed
i jst wanna go away
rly rly far away

cause i never expected it to be like this
ooo
cause i never expected it to be like this
oh god
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing

sometimes u dont know what to expect
sometimes u dont know what youll get
sometimes u dont know what to expext
woahhh
sometimes u dont dont know what youll get
and if it's a bullet in the head
i just wanna fuckin' die
die
just wanna die

cuz i think i'm nothing
u want me to be something
but i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
but you want me to be something
woahhh

i'm nothing

i make music

https://blitzed123.bandcamp.com/album/blitzed

less than zero (techclub)

blitzed

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