staring at the ceiling, feels safer than your eyes
you always found a reason to dress up all your lies
i’m choking on apologies you never wanna hear
you left me with the silence, now it’s all i fear


every time i tried to fix it, i just made it worse
maybe i was always broken, always fucking cursed

it’s probably my fault anyways
you got sick of all my deadweight
if i disappear, would you even care?
or would you just smile while i’m not there?

i’m tired of pretending i’m worth anything at all
you watched me crumble slowly, never tried to call
maybe i deserved it, maybe i’m to blame
i’m nothing but a burden you were too polite to name

its probably my fault anyways

𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓’𝖙 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜.

I archive shit I like if I can’t find it I’ll post it to add to playlist. The only song made by me is the really shitty one

its probably my fault anyways

lain. @blindbylain