Kbackwood$ - Everything We've Been Ft. Maybe Tomorrow

hit the floor (jolst x sailor)

sewerperson - how it goes  ***snippet remaster***(jabarionthebeat x niko)

undermyskin

roadkill (demo)

no chase (prod. kryptik)

fun song about complacency and aimlessness

lyrics:

cold war martyr know they pray over my grave 
if only i had ever learned how to behave
two steps farther than i should’ve took took up
betting cause i never learned that fate is something you cannot escape
i’m stubborn it’s relentless how i skipped when i should listen
since it’s recently been a little less than great
but it’s essential that I flip into the rhythm of Ascension
so i’m pitching the delusion that i’ve built up isn’t fake

okay i admit it
my obituary forged and i been living
on the fringe a mental monastery
high up in the mountains
and the altitude is secondary
only to the things that I’ve been feeling 
and now i wait 2/4 in my place
for a rush gust of wind to carry me far away
and I’m impatient but satiation the old way is ancient
is it really my fault if i’m now complacent 

i know im okay
but what i see and what they say isn’t matching 
just survive the day
then imma get it and get it and get it and go

talking the sound and the sight of it got me nauseous
it’s chronic been living with it in a catatonic
lethargic sense of stability if i’m lying and saying i’m fine
inside of my mind at what point do i start to believe it as well
been going through hell
all nine circles been circling round
under buzzards that hover and hope that a buzzer beater
isn’t near in my future
take time at the right time not to lose it

i’m Lazarus back track habits been adamant
i’ll bounce back but what’s passion in the face of lack of action
i’m attached to it
could never break free at all
fate set in stone pride cometh before the fall
but i’ve been falling for a minute 
what’s the difference 
if i feel the pull of gravity and say that i enjoy it
cause i feel it either way

but in the end will i be satisfied
in life will i react to what’ll happen around me
a specter in spectator mode
or take action a reclamation of control
a designation of the path of my soul
or rather auto-condemnation to the shackles and bolts
or rather some degeneration of my flesh and my bones
cause i rather would establish that i know what i know
and i know that i know nothing i got room i could grow
so imma take that

cold war martyr for the cause i think i hate that
old wars fought became a symbol for the movement
harder battles have been won but lost the ones i really shouldn’t
need to relax i need to kick back
i need that kick drum snare clap boom bap in my pulse 
i need that blood pump first jump off the ledge and im gone
i need to cross that threshold event horizon in sight
i need my turn to prove im gonna move at least im gonna fight
pull my shoulders back stand tall
hold my weight up
breaking out of stasis lately need a minute to wake up
shaking off the frost reintegrating the salient
space that i need to succeed can be seen
i just needed a second to breathe
cause the weeks of the season seem to be blending
acrylics i’m mixing to different hues of blue
till im in too deep

cold war martyr [prod stoic]

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

roadkill (demo)

skin carpet

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