JayBenz -back to the way it was

~”DONT FUCK WIT NOBODY THAT AINT FUCKIN WIT YOU”~ anthony beastmode.
~”i dont cry everyday, but i dont feel whole either”~ payton g.a. hallquist~
~”cant fix stupid💀”~ 
~my ex is somewhere lying telling his new girlfriend how bad i was and shes smiling thinking shes the one… two idiots~
~”im a bloodhound from tha florida hound.”~
~”you show the gun but dont shoot for shit, you act hard but dont do shit fuck you and yo crew bitch.”~ ~”dont waste your time on a fuckboy dont spend a dime on a fuckboy dont sit n cry for a fuckboy,  never ride or die for a fuckboy.”~
“~ we practice what we preach we the last of a dying breed.”~
~”tell em meet me boy lets do it, have yo mama crying rest in piece”~
~”its called a magazine not a full clip, you better cool it with that bullshit im a real one i got real guns bitch dont make me pull it.”~
~”tell her no feelings no feelings lil girl im too lit fo yo feelings.”~ 
~”tell her i want dat ass like woo, tell her i wont call back bitch woo.”~
~”cross my heart and hope to die, i’ve felt this pain a million times, say im good but its a lie.”~
~”you’re the one who said i love you first,but in the end im the one who got hurt, you the one who said that we should date,but in the end you the one who didn’t stay.”`
~” dont get attached to me i will let you down down down down, dont fall in love with me, you will hit the ground ground ground ground. i dont want to break your heart, i don’t want to break your heart, knew it all from the start, knew it all from the start, he said “dont get attached to me cause i will break your heart.”~
~I'm not someone who you can just discard whenever your bored with me… i’m a human being who has been through so much shit and just wants to feel loved… i ain’t trying to go back to that one particular night that made me want to end my fucking life…~
~”told you im conceited cant really be treated life just kinda sucks i fuck everything up i wish i cared about something other than myself”~ 
~”if you leave then who will the next one be?”~
~”you are broken on the floor and your crying crying, he has done this all before”~
~”its a frightening thought that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over”~ 
rip luciana fly high i love you🤍🦅
~i can only talk during 8:00 am to 3:00 pm monday through friday sometimes 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm
~about me~
~name~ payton
~age~ 16yrs old
~favorite color~ lavender
~favorite songs~ the sick by bella kay, everybody leaves by karina grace, i made you up by 🐦‍⬛rav1n🐦‍⬛
~relationship status~ single
~favorite number~ 32
~favorite tv show~ sons of anarchy
~favorite color~ lavender
~friends~ 
~keira🐍🩸
~biizh☮️💓
~addy🦋💗
~riley♾️🤞🏻
~darian🤞🏻♾️
~rav1n/calob🐦‍⬛❤️‍🔥💲🎼

i am happy married i llvw yoh baby so much

“Listening to my lyrics and pain in my voice will be the closest someone can get to understanding me and what I’ve been through” -JayBenz

I’m hurting. Depressed. Emotional. Ptsd.