Tubbo

a letter of wistful foreboding from a researcher who has seen and learned more than they should have

dear friend i write to you swiftly
with scarlet ink and a woe
my note will be fleeting
but promise while reading
to hang on to every word

all the days are forgetting
they told me i was alone
but leafing through pages
does nothing for aged
fingers that work to the bone

through the archway
where the bookspines fold
they will show you the way

this study cramped and musty
a coffin to call my abode
each cold glance i've earned
passing through me i've learned
not to trust those that make it a home

i met a ghost that tended a garden
they showed me their most prized marrow
tendons and teeth
amongst pale meadowsweet
seeds of doubt are beginning to grow

through the archway
footprints cremated to smoke
they will show you the way

a letter from a notable source

All songs are by Natalie Chavez/Backseat Vagabond

Trust Me Not (Hero And Villain Duet)

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produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps
My steps

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be faster

Run for the yard
They’ve barred up the gutter
That was our route better find another
Was that a rabbit?
Really not
Like the one I’ve seen on a cereal box

And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?
And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?

(instrumental)

Cotton tail gonna end up in jail
Wrong place wrong time
Bad tune but it rhymed
And lined up perfectly to blame
The one who is far too tame
And he say:

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Say, is that the kid from the milk carton?
Can I do anything when I’m also missing?
Something tells me kid
Never learned to swim
But can I do anything when I’m also drowning?

(instrumental)

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase

You can still win, just gotta be faster
You can, you can, you can, you can win

You can still win, just gotta be

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home (stop telling me all about your problems)
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase (oh)

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You can still win, just gotta be

Oh, the air is thick
Kinda makes me sick
Can I give CPR when I'm suffocating?

And the birds don't sing
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)

Have they really domesticated me? (faster!)

The Milk Carton

Where is my love? I searched to the Moon and back.
Keep looking with opened eyes. The One is also looking for you.

My songs are originally in estonian, but I give my best also in English, cause my listeners here.
Thinking about you!

Lyrics, melody, performing: Aili Avi (5.4.2025)

To the Moon

from Season 2 Episode 6 "Sworn to the Sword". Credit for music and lyrics to Rebecca Sugar and the Crewniverse!

Incorporating keyboards into my songs now. Apparently piecing together piano (because you can't play) ends up working out really well sometimes :). I still can't believe I got that riff to work...

Do it For Her (Steven Universe)

Originally sung by Rebecca Sugar and Olivia Olson. I can’t wait to finally record a few of the Marceline/Adventure Time songs I’ve had tucked away. 

2016 Covers

Everything Stays (Adventure Time)

The Crane Wives - The Moon Will Sing

putting a spin on songs

putting a spin on hey there delilah

does ur insecurity ever get so bad that u just wanna yeet urself into a forest and screech at passersby?
more tunes at ratwyfe,bandcamp.com

cryptid (mothman)

an ode to l'manburg is here now !! this is a song based on the dream smp war, thanku for ur continued support on it !

lyrics:

it all started on a day like any other
all the salmon had swum to the sea
when my lover she darted away down the stream
with the heart that she'd taken from me

and my chest though it ached there was hope
a little beacon of light
though my sunniest days were now stolen away
i still had our son by my side

and as he looked up at me with those wondering eyes
i just knew that i must protect him with my life
and make a land that is good and a land that is free
for the better of you and of me

we'll build these walls with our own fair hands
through the wind and the rain and the snow
and i swear on my life that i'll stay by your side
through whatever the world has to throw

so i summoned my men to my side
and we sung a familiar tune
as a final goodbye with our fists to the sky
to our past as we started anew

we built these walls with our own fair hands
through the wind and the rain and the snow
and we swore that we'd keep an unwavering faith 
to the land that we carved for a home

[instrumental]

oh the dawn of the day set our country aflame
as the sun rose bloody and true
arrows burned through the skies as we swallowed our pride
and we ran with our backs to the moon
to our demise
from a friend full of lies

as the break of the day shed its light
on our hearts left battered and bruised
all the hopes that we'd laid on the home that we made
torn to pieces and left in the blue

but my friend with an angry cry
held the weight of our world at his side
took a trembling stand with an arrow in hand 
as he muttered a final goodbye

[fin] :)

an ode to l'manburg

He’s your Tubbo! (all credit goes to Reddish!)

A original (?) song heavily inspired by beetlebug's "Ode to L'manburg." 
Written front the point of view of Wilbur, it covers the first war for L'manburg, and the Election and events after. It was written PRIOR to October 8th, 2020. Those caught up on streams/videos likely know what reveals and changes happened on this day, and I won't spoil it for those that don't.

As stated before, this song takes a lot of inspiration from beetlebug's song, sometimes to the point of being a parody rather than an original song. That's okay. I didn't go into this with the goal of being a completely original song, I just wanted to write a sequel to "Ode to L'manburg."

The cover art is also by me :)

The Fall Of L'manberg And The Rise Of Pogtopia [Dream SMP song]

Tubbo's Song based on the events that took place in the Dream SMP

kiss her u fool.
u can find more gay tunez on ratwyfe.bandcamp.com !

why didn't i kiss her? (the useless lesbian song)

hi!! my name is auri, im a singer sngwriter from the uk and i make videos/songs and stream and stuff, u can find me on youtube !!!

an ode to l'manburg

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