When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/track/2ZE6bGxf7XcwfCbAIIfFDG

Lyrics:
If I don’t come back ripped 
Im not coming back at all 
R.i.p on like all my song 
Cuz I been dead to bloody long
Im probably problematic when im coming up 
Cuz I’m bringing all with brothers man 
an all you boys is stuck
i need sumn inside my gutty like a fifth of fuck

I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
She wanna love me but it turns out she a fucking fan
I can not win without these guns inside my fucking pants

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 

I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some body to pull up out of this sewer aswel

i dont need no help im perfectly fine hear on my own
but i brought my brothers up to keep me warm when im alone
im socially aware yet i just dont fucking care
i been dealing with this shit so long its staring to wear
half of my emotions i cant feel em so i wear em
tattoos on my skin till my shit is bear huh

don't matter if I'm different 
they said that I been missing it
but everytime I turn around I swear I'm hittin it

i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 
I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills just to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some one to pull up out of the sewer aswel
i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

BLOODONMYHANDS (prod.ucerX)

SPOTIFY

You wanna go camping on the weekend…

Show the prod (yung cobalt) some love he’s amazing <3

Apologise if the mix isn’t great count it as a demo I hope y’all enjoy

Aie🤎

Twin peaks picture album (yung cobalt)

Lyrics:

So I,
guess this is goodbye
sorry things didnt work right
but youll always be the love of my life (x2)

And although it hurts
ive got to put you first
if theres one thing ive learned
is to not run back to her

ive got to give her
the life she deserves
even if mines worse and it puts me in the dirt
i know, that ive done one good thing
by giving you a life without me
and although it might sting
at least youll be free

vails:
I only said goodbye so you would say I’ll see you soon
Breaks my heart each time that you walk away into the distant moon light 
Cus I’m sat here waiting 
And it’s so frustrating 
I struggle with this puzzle in my head 
It sends my heart decaying dead

goodbye (feat. vails)

Vails x clown 

She’s got the touch of Midas
Everything turns to gold
Claims my heart as a trophy 
captures me and my soul

Slowly losing my breath
As I see flames in her eyes
And as I rot to my core
Her vengeance seals my demise 
my skin is fading away 
As it’s replaced with AU
atleast I’m worth thousands more
Than way before I met you 

Please don’t give up the hope
That I would make it out alive 
it’s scaring me to my bones
Truth that I might just die 

(Interlude)

She’s got the touch of Midas
Everything turns to gold
Claims my heart as a trophy 
captures me and my soul
Slowly losing my breath
As I see flames in her eyes
And as I rot to my core
Her vengeance seals my demise 
my skin is fading away 
As it’s replaced with AU
atleast I’m worth thousands more
Than way before I met you 
Please don’t give up the hope
That I would make it out alive 
it’s scaring me to my bones
Truth that I might just die 

MIGHT DIE. MIGHT DIE, MIGHT DIE. MIGHT DIE.

Yours truly, vails x

#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

17. midastouch.

DISCLAIMER I AM NOT AMERICAN LOL
prod. @yunnygoldz

LYRICS🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
Messin with the stars n stripes what u really tryna do
We aint been scared since cuba had nukes
If ur not a communist then i'm gonna need proof
Before capitalist dollars cause you a coup

I got birdshot, in this pump action
Ar-15, bullets turn you to a fraction
And if you werent a fan of hitler you better be thankful pearl harbour happened

Own the global fucking dollar, with the biggest military
And unless its vietnam we will turn you to a temporary
Open carry, if you tryna fuck with us ill write ur whole country an obituary

Got my six shooter on my side
Confederate passion cross the mason dixon line
But god bless for the union, 1865
Manifesting destiny until my country dies

I got freedom and my rights
Until congress slash abortion and we full prolife
Freedom for the womb or freedom for the wife
Plus you get extra freedom if your skin color white

track the nasdaq, keepin tabs on my stocks 
Especially my bumper, fits snug on my glock
If u wanna talk shit u finna eat a whole clip
Like caseoh on twitch, 
we can do an arms race no fast n furious
I got nukes on deck, red button one click
i can fund ur opposition overthrow your conflict

Musket shot to ur dome reunite with all your deadfolk
1776 and you a red coat
You wanna tax my ass cause im your colony of cotton
Nah fuck you we start tea party up in boston

[joe biden speech]

((Then back 2 chorus))
Messin with the stars n stripes what u really tryna do
We aint been scared since cuba had nukes
If ur not a communist then i'm gonna need proof
Before capitalist dollars cause you a coup

whatever k us

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

Heart of a Dragon (prod. Nxnelives)

One Day at a Time feat. AutumnIsEnding (prod. Gh0stb0y & Cxrter)

TOUNGE TIED BABY! Thanks to Kaynes for the awesome feature and sound clown for the amazing beat! Love yall🫥🤟🏻

(Vails)
I’m so fucked up in your absence 
Don’t know how to breathe 
It’s like battling my demons as you please 
Grip hold by the neck
Suffocation 
Struggling with reasons now I really feel the tension 
Tounge tied, cus I can’t speak of the truth 
So I swallow in my tears 
Till we out of this loop 
Now I’m jaded again
It’s something that resides till the end 

Till the end I been fucking up again
With this bottle in my hand 
We gone smash it on my head
Yeah the party never stops, till I’m on the fuckin ground 
But you won’t see me around, boy I’m lost and never found cus

(KayNes)
lost and never found 
never in the moment
floating on the clouds that I’m blowing out 
the smoke i fill this hole with 
ain’t filling crap 
yeah i need you back
think I’m going mad 
baby I’m 

(Vails)
I’m so fucked up in your absence 
Don’t know how to breathe 
It’s like battling my demons as you please 
Grip hold by the neck
Suffocation 
Struggling with reasons now I really feel the tension 
Tounge tied, cus I can’t speak of the truth 
So I swallow in my tears 
Till we out of this loop 
Now I’m jaded again
It’s something that resides till the end 

(KayNes) 
 faded again 
paper to pen 
but what i meant 
don’t  
translate from my head
so i bottle in my demons
lately i been miss communicating
baby i regret it 
I’m just getting used to saying 
how I’m feeling 
never been an open book
introverted hood up wanna hide my face
hope you still remember me when i find my way  

but for now I’m high 
just wondering why 
our love could die
I’m tongue tied

#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

16. toungetied.

Dark thoughts inside my mind
It hurts too much I might die
Why should I , even try
Wish you were , by my side 
 slowly breaking every bone
say you love me no you don’t 
It’s getting cold I won’t grab a coat
I think i love her when I feel alone 
You won’t let me call your phone
You run away if I get too close 
Kick me out like you gotta go
Only god can save us both
I’m feeling lost like where is home
She’ll never change I’m losing hope
Dark thoughts, inside my mind
It hurts too much I might die
Why should I , even try
Wish you were , by my side

Dark Thoughts (prod. aureola)

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