Name: and if i could be who you wanted by schietto
Duration: 2 min 10 s
Description: redundant beats and scrawny sounds to make you sad

im left with no body
sick of dreaming someone
i lost my shape and my eyelids
i cant reach for the-
oh the air is so foggy
and i'm so overdone
i lost myself and my patience
just hand over the gun

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Hand it over

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Reach W  Alladin (soju) by kaido

prod. clozz

tell me you've fallen in love
dont tell me that i mustve read you wrong
cause idk if i can just take it
the voice in my head is just breaking oh

" if i can just fall in love, if i can just fall in love "
will everything work out in the end
cause im falling in love with drugs
i finally lost my trust, what is love when all feeling is lost
but if all that im chasing is lust
ill just keep falling into the same place

what is wrong with us, going in circles we're fucking it up
all this commotion is not helping us
i guess im helpess till i figure it out
just run away, just run away from you
just run away, just run away from me
you're losing hope in us
you're losing hope in me
im seeing you in my dreams
but im waking up so empty

fuck not this again

rot (ft. yuronono)

not really proud of this song looking back on it, but i still enjoy it from time to time.

lyrics:

Do you still (Do you still) hold my heart in your hand? (Hold my heart)
Do you still (Do you still) tell me white lies? (Tell me)
Did you know (I don't know) I don't belong with you

If fate had played us differently I'd keep you company
But I know, I know, I know that won't ever happen, no
Tell me, is it okay to call out for you?
Am I in your way, or, baby, are we through?

(@1jayne)
Tell me would you ever do it differently
If I was the one, you pick pieces outta me
'Til nothing is left, but these atoms inside of me
I might just grab a gun 'cause you like the way I bleed
I'm addicted to you and you know it
Baby, if you love me, please, just show it
I hate the thing that you keep on doing
Grabbed a knife and you pierced right through it
Ripped my flesh, grabbed my heart right through my fucking chest
Why did you make me your pretty mess?
Oh, baby, I don't like it, I quite despise it
Tell me why you're lying to me

If fate had played us differently I'd keep you company
But I know, I know, I know that won't ever happen, no
Tell me, is it okay to call out for you?
Am I in your way, or, baby, are we through?

Oh, tell me

hold my heart in your hand (peril)

morther

thank you for listening.



lyrics:

some times i want to waste forever. 

and be as old as the trees

i’m so afraid of wasting effort 

i’ll float away just like the leaves 

please don’t you run away

i gave you everything 

maybe it’s better to do

please don’t you run away

i gave you everything 

i hope it’s easier for you

delete

don't pretend it didn't happen bitch i'm real

lyrics:
so what
so what

so what, so what, so what
i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm not

i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more

so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?

so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?

(screaming idfk)

where do we go from here?

redundant beats and scrawny sounds to make you sad

and if i could be who you wanted

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prod. vivienne

its complicated
so close that i could taste it
i cant be contradicting myself
at a time so desperate
i said, "i feel like im losing"
but it was more a suggestion
you can leave me alone
but just dont leave me with questions

you cornered me
in my own head
i still couldnt rattle
the snakes from my bed
no i doubt that you could understand
even if we were in the same position

(a liar, a fraud, a liar, a fraud)
a liar, a fraud
im everything he's not
"he's getting everything he wants
and its not coming at a cost"
except it is
there's one thing
he knows he don't deserve
'cause he's wasting away
while she's dressed up so perfect
i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, oh i

dont tell me you get it now
cause
there aint no going back
i cant strain it over
i might js have a heart attack
im so done blowing smoke
cause i cant face the truth
and at the end of it all
i just will never love you

(i just will never love you, i just can never love you, i just cant ever love you, i just cant ever love-)

you can hate me
and blame me
just say its all my fault
it wouldve come to this end anyway
no you dont gotta talk
i know im abusive
its putrid
i do it all too well
im in love with being sick
because i cannot love myself, no

no i cannot love myself
spending hours in my room
my eyes are bleeding from this hell
im a liar and fraud
im not the man you claim i am
i dont know, im too distraught
can you not see me where i stand?
im not begging you for mercy
im just begging you to look
can you not see what you have done?
do you not see all that you've took?
i am holding out my hands
they are calloused, soaked in wounds
how can i carry this weight, when i cannot carry you?

its too late for me to change a thing
i spent years locked down
i wasted away my teens
cause im getting older
each nights getting colder
feel the frost reaching down
it'll all be right over
soon
and im scared
i hate to be here
i dont wanna go
bury me in the snow
its a bird eye's view
not the best, it'll do
from the tip of gravestone
ill still call out to you
and the bells are ringing
my backs against the ceiling
ill still call out to you
like i know you always wanted me to

like i know you always wanted me to
like i know you always wanted me to
hold still, its a bird's eye view
hold still, its a bird's eye view

bird's eye view

JSAYMUSIC ON TIKTOK             JSAY ON SPOTIFY

and if i could be who you wanted

schietto

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