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prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

Last Night (prod. thersx)

https://youtu.be/SdXqa0OM4BM?si=1Fpkk9RSjhuNtL71&t=54

⛧我們都有感情⛧

lyrics:

We bend and we fold
But sure enough we shape back 
The bruised eyes you hold
Have faded from the photograph

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

When I leave i choke
On fumes from the promenade
Its jet fuel and black smoke
Wrapping over my brain

The ship lifts and I go
Hurdled into outer space
The trip ends and im home
Somewhere safe and far away

So Fight back and break bones
And show them how their blood tastes
Weve worn these welts and these bruised souls
Now its your turn to feel pain

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

the remedy (sorrowbringer x clozz)

lyrics:

I could do exactly what u tell me and I still suffer
Thousands upon thousands need the help and yet u still buffer
Keep to Strip the earth of grace and life itself and claim u still love her
Fuck what u were told ill tell you now that this the New gutter

Look at that face
Shame its spoiled rotten with the words that u say
Oh Just like everyone that ganks the food from our plates
Always looking out for those who share in your hate
Most of the afflicted meet the sword in your state
But u gives a fuck cause they’ve affected your reign
Fuck it then lets kill them off and feed them to the bank
Murder isn’t murder if a someone gets paid
Its profits in the pain

A dream I cant shake
Im starving and a man appears to tower over me
Tells me food is good but im not good enough to feed
Maybe if I work at it id satiate my needs
Its privilege here to eat
In a dream I cant shake
Im thirsty and a women cups the water from a stream
She holds it to my mouth she bills my body for its need
She tells me water is a business and costs to run the sink
Its privilege here to drink

Look at that face
Shame its spoiled rotten with the words that u say
Oh Just like everyone that ganks the food from our plates
Always looking out for those who share in your hate
Most of the afflicted meet the sword in your state
But u gives a fuck cause they’ve affected your reign
Fuck it then lets kill them off and feed them to the bank
Murder isn’t murder if a someone gets paid
Its profits in the pain

and the cycle continues (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Acid wash love for my denim heart
Stick the real thing to my skeleton baby
Every night since it would reoccur
Cdg print on my outerwear fading

Light just hit the glass its like a solar flare
Every fucking time I swear I hate it here baby
Once we all die they say we best of friends
But still I hate his guts from in the grave its not changing

Oh im too wavy
The Pain has now faded
Shit I put off
Till 20 years later
I made my bed
The sheets just need changing
Feel my face
Cause I am unable

Way down here we like to spawn havoc
Let the lust fly indulge in our habits
Once we all die they say were like brothers
But its just hate harboured deep for each other

Time took we had and broke it all down astray from ourselves we waited
Centuries have now passed and still I cant tell if it would be worth us saving

Feel the knife sink into my worn skin
Watch it give way up to the leather grip
Pull it back out and lick the blade clean
U could taste fear inside my blood stream

Oh im too wavy
The Pain has now faded
Shit I put off
Till 20 years later
I made my bed
The sheets just need changing
Feel my face
Cause I am unable

Way down here we like to spawn havoc
Let the lust fly indulge in our habits
Once we all die they say were like brothers
But its just hate harboured deep for each other

ihateyouihateyou (tiedforsilver x yunny goldz)

prod by icantsleeplol & hvci
mixed and mastered by icantsleeplol & hvci

thank u @hvci for helping me with some of the layers to help my vocals more impactful ♡ 

and ofc w/ @xav0id

(i’m experimenting with my vocals and my voice in general to see what it’s capable of. i don’t wanna be limited to one genre. i wanna push past my comfort zone and explore different sounds with my voice)

enjoy:)

lyrics:

@icantsleeplol -
they asked me to smile
so i did
now i can’t tell when i actually mean it

i learned to read the room too well
picked up their moods, and forgot myself
said the lines they’d rather hear
kept my truth in second gear

they liked me better watered down
so i kept my head and voice low-bound
never asked them what they meant
just played the part and paid the rent

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
they never wanted all of me
just the version they could keep clean
so i edited my every thought
to fit inside the mold they bought

@icantsleeplol -
empty tent, the lights still burn
but no one waits for my return
they loved the laugh, not the cost
they clapped so loud, i got lost

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
empty tent, applause fades quick
left alone with what won't fix
i give and give, then disappear
while no one even shifts their ear

@icantsleeplol -
i swallowed pride and played polite
convinced myself it felt alright
but every nod, every demand
left another thing i couldn't stand

i tried to slow the spinning down
but silence just became more loud
i gave too much and asked too little
and broke apart right down the middle

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
they smiled, so i assumed it worked
but underneath, it always hurt
and though i tried to keep it smooth
the pressure cracked the parts i moved
 
@xav0id -
empty tent, still looks the same
but i don’t walk out how i came
they called it charm, called it grace
but missed the tremble in my face

empty tent, the echo's mean
i’m still stuck on what they’ve seen
if this was love, or just a guess
why did i fall apart to impress?

@icantsleeplol w/ @xav0id
i’ve memorized what pleases them
but not what brings me back again
i dance around their fragile moods
and call it kindness as i lose

they say i’m calm, they say i’m nice
but only when i pay the price
and every time i try to breathe
i wonder what they’d let me keep

@xav0id - 
empty tent, lights flicker slow
no one left to tell me “go”
but i still bow, still play it cool
still scared of not fitting the rule

empty tent, just me and air
i gave too much, and no one cared
the quiet hits a little late...
but louder than the love they faked

i’m still here
they just forgot
and that’s the part
that hurts the most

empty tent w/ xav0id & hvci

u Pick apart the angles
And Make sure its golden
Make sure of ur grip on that 45
Tights where i came from
This is how we build slack
This is how we build from a sorry life
Razer blade conscious
I dont wanna die here
I dont wanna kill but I would if I
Absolutely had to
Look at what weve been thru
I dont wanna wallow in 9-5

Black out the cameras
Cock back the handguns
Its straight shot thru the service door
Soldiers of the cityscape with
Sirens as an anthem
Balaclava bantam with chicken hearts
Now its Guns in the briefcase
And guns in his pant leg
Just tell me how this gun tastes 
I ring his jaw
40 digit pin safe
I studied up the brand make
Just read me out the branding ill blow the lock
Bravery and head strong
I promise it wont last long
Dont try to be a hero before ur wondering where ur heads gone
I just had a dream
Where I pinched 200,000 
Im tryna manifest it
Im banking on the outcome
Wrapped on his skull
I think he just got a brain bleed
I know just what his brain needs its money in his hand
Treatment’ll cost you
Its cheaper they just lost you
I wonder if deep pockets could’ve got u out this jam
15 minute total soon as I bag this shit its done
Im modest I blew the profit margin a bunch
Im just waiting on that corolla to pick us up
Its ink mixing up the blood painting on my funds
Unscathed and paid
We got away with it
Dont make that face at me were both villains
What’s death and what’s pain if we already stealing
They upheld the system restricted our fate and  made millions

 u Pick apart the angles
And Make sure its golden
Make sure of ur grip on that 45
Tights where i came from
This is how we build slack
This is how we build from a sorry life
Razer blade conscious
I dont wanna die here
I dont wanna kill but I would if I
Absolutely had to
Look at what weve been thru
I dont wanna wallow in 9-5

how to blow a bank (sorrowbringer x luffysome)

Lyrics:
Tell me what you wanna see
Self destructing internally
Living here pay up the fee
Suffering eternally

Fighting these demons
Fightning this war
Im getting visions 
Cant take this no more 

Pain is subsiding
The rope is tightening
People are crying
Vision is dying

I cannot see 
I cannot feel
Existing in life
that's just how it be

Numbness in heart
Further apart
Coldness in art
Failed at the start

Tell me what you wanna see
Self destructing internally
Living here pay up the fee
Suffering eternally


got punched by life and it broke my jaw
Chopped my leg off with a fucking saw
My denial is a fatal flaw
Tell me everything you fucking saw

Divide is real and equality's fake
The baker comes and theres no bread to bake
Hes a traitor pierce him with a stake
And when he bleeds out throw him in the lake

Suffering (prod. sorrowbringer)

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

but i'm still loved 
i don't know why
i want to be hated
but the more i try
i gain more than i lose
accept the ugly truth
life ain't fair
dat ain't nothin new

i'm a lil fuckin prick
u a big fuckin bitch
big ole mouth
big target to hit
quite yo shit
imma slice yo wrists
jesus w ur blood on my palms
forgiveness is sin the world that i run
no one gives af if u down n ur done
die in the dirt w ur bitch on my mouth w my middle finger up

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

Suffering (prod. sorrowbringer)

Lonely Days

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