The second song I wrote words to back in 2002 at Jeff Paynes

Prayer

At a Distance

Why am I always changing?
Why am I always changing?

I don't hear the music anymore
I dream in color and comic strip
Bending like lines of memories
Nightmare and Mephistopheles
Persephone and Hercules
Herald's from the old gods
That don't
Hide in marks of our melodies
Like dogs under the porch
They don't answer our calls anymore
They don't answer our falls anymore
They just mumble and whisper sometimes
Or nothing at all

Why am I always changing
Why am I always changing

I am awkward and out of my element
Who's to say I had one from the beginning?
Out of time 
And out of my place...
Trying to fall into the right headspace
I'm worried about being:


OUT IN THE OPEN


So naked
The eyes of people who see me for the first time
There may be a hunter who could find me?
Could I ever go back into hiding?
(could I ever go back into hiding?"
There maybe a hunter who could find me.
(there maybe a hunter who could find me...)

Why am I always changing?
Why am I always changing?

Changeling

Fireflies In Japan In The Autumn Breeze. Using Arturia Hybrid plan Pluggin Ambient Track of Massing Fireflies in Japan.

Fireflies In An Autumn Breeze

To Stay.

One Night Stand

Fun song to bounce song too … It’s very fast though so get your trainers on 😍

The Fix Is On !

Research 145 BPM

now it hurts

When I was little, my parents divorced and we moved with my mother to the other side of the world. My parents always stayed on good terms, and we could call and write, so it wasn't like he had died or anything - but suddenly our father was just... gone from our everyday world. Over the decades, we have been able to catch up every couple of years or so, but parting each time always feels like losing him all over again, and no matter how old I get, that little girl inside me rises to the surface, re-living the confusion, hurt and loss. 

A few years ago, my father showed me a poem that little girl had written and sent to him during those first few years apart:
"I miss you like the pages of a book
I miss you like the shadow of a lion
I miss you like a bird up a flyin'
But when I think of you the sun shines through my tears"


SONG LYRICS:

Like the pages of a book you told me stories
Like the shadow of a lion you made me feel strong by your side
Like a bird up a flyin' in the sky you gave me fearlessness of heights
 
I miss you (I wish, wish you were here)
I miss you (I wish we were together again )
I miss you (Just wish you’d never gone) 
But when I think of you the sun shines through 

Like a step upon the footpath, you showed me how to get by - one foot in front of the other
Like a hug from someone special you gave me comfort when I was frightened
And like nothing else in this world you gave me endless, boundless love

I miss you (I wish, wish  you were here)
I miss you (I wish we were together again )
I miss you (Just wish you’d never gone) 
But when I think of you the sun shines through

I Miss You (a cappella)

Written for my oldest daughter, who is also the proprietor of the Blue Eyes Cafe (her kitchen)where many a fine meal is prepared and served.

Blue Eyes Blue Skies

odd. industrial. melancholic. unconventional. electronic. alternative.

a bit of everything.

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Changeling

Uziel