the world is angry, absurd and filled with stardust

dirtbed

Unassuming

these sick ideas i got on the radio
i called the doctor and he gave me oxyco-
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

i said oh baby dont u think im a pretty doll
just spill my guts out while im chained against the wall
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

so pretty i feel so good im losin all control
take my limbs and cut incisions in my skull
then stab my skin and fuck me in the hole
just cut me up and fuck me in the holes

sprite.mp3

Catalogue catalyst chemicals 
Frying analogues on my stove
I need to keep going till zero 
So ill stay here all alone in my cove

When my work here is done 
I can stop to think

Neurotically trying narcotics to pry out 
masochist feelings stuck deep in my heart
Neurological instincts override one another 
Its here but its not the feeling of your love

When my work here is done 
I can stop to think
When my work here is done 
I can stop to think
🌝🌝🌝

Internal Imaging


~ everything is real
you know how you feel 
they'll put pins in your head cause they dont trust you

They wont listen to words
you've told them all youve heard
they'll all wind up dead cause they wont hear the truth 
~

~
They think you're crazy
you know theyre wrong
theyre a broken record
playing a backwards song

They're gangstalkers
And skinwalkers
lizard people in disguise
little kids with black eyes

~
THE VOICES ARE REAL AND THEY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL
DONT YOU EVER TAKE YOUR MEDS THE TV'S TALKING TO YOU
THE MOONS MADE OF CHEESE PLEASE WONT YOU BELIEVE
DONT YOU EVER TAKE YOUR MEDS THE TV'S TALKING TO YOU
~
Theres lights up in the sky
nobody tells you why
they're omitting all the facts just to save their skin

Theres no whistle to blow
You've told them all you know
Abilify and alcohol your patience is thin
~
THE VOICES ARE REAL AND THEY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL
DONT YOU EVER TAKE YOUR MEDS THE TV'S TALKING TO YOU
YOUR SOULS ON A LEASH PLEASE WONT YOU BELIEVE
DONT YOU EVER TAKE YOUR MEDS THE TV'S TALKING TO YOU

The TV's Talking To You

today ur love tomorrow the world

prod. by peril @perilmadeit
https://soundcloud.com/perilmadeit

lyrics by brynn </3

Intro/Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was meant to collapse and so
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 1:
I left the house, yeah, I swear that I tried,
Got halfway to the store before I changed my mind.
Cause everyone out there seems to function normally,
And I’d rather just be here slowly self-destructing.
And so, tell me, do you 
ever think of me at night?
When they’re crying in your arms,
does it feel right?

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
And so tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 2:
I could fix my life
if I really tried,
But I’ve always been better at
wasting my time.
I say I wanna change
but I’ll never commit,
I kind of just own
Being a piece of shit
I’m really good at avoiding my problems,
Really bad at fixing them.
I treat every inconvenience,
Like a reason to never speak again.

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

delete me (demo) prod. peril

felt my hands turn black and the ground done froze. about a year in the making, thank you to pacific purgatory and star starer

Nuthin 2 Do (black rust)

[your name] demo (prod. by peril)

i made this aftr i got home from tgif one day.

WHAT DID HE SAYYSYSY:
dont start 
carry on 
keep calm 
seething poster 

with or without you ill take 
all those eerie dreams i have of you 
out of view 
i wish i was too 

i can only see your reflection at night 
waiting for your affection tonight 

and it doesnt come 
and it doesnt go 
and it doesnt feel like home anymore 
ill just stay here 
ill just stay here 

and you never talk 
and youre never gold 
and i just dont like you anymore 
ill just stay dead 
ill just play dead 

i hate you

Unassuming

Snaphane