A song I wrote after my ex-wife decided to move out with my 2 year old and 8 month old daughters. I own a few of my mistakes as well as just rant about anything that came to mind at the moment I wrote it. Enjoy.

Lyrics;

Intro
Feel a thousand miles away from home
Bullshit
But y'all like, 15 minute ride from where I'm at
Something like that
But lucky me, 13 miles away
Aya

Verse 1
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I did it to us, I'm fucking selfish
I fucked a new chick, and fucked an ex bitch
Your father's sorry, but daddy loves you
This once a week is weak, just wanna hug you
Another learning lesson, I keep burning blessings
I've been wasting time and we don't earn a damn extension
To say it simply I bury my face in my hands
Cause even though its all love you're deserving of a better man
I question my love since I put us here
Like your existence wasn't enough to override scars I couldn't heal
Beautiful ladies, heavenly gifts
Got to be honest, God do exist
The reason I'm here is not from my strength
I wanna die but father time offered me length

Bridge 1
So I took it
And all i wanna do with that time is
Is hold y'all
Just hold y'all man

Verse 2
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I did it to us, don't got an answer
But still doing my job providing pampers
Making sure your momma don't get stuck in a box
She gotta keep living and date whether i like it or not
Empower her to do so but no one taking my place
I fucking kill the nigga if you held the wrong way
My babies, yeah I'm fucking crazy
Won't blame the Florida air this the way my past has made me
Won't abandon cause I know the feeling of stranded
Looking at pictures of y'all if the feeling is absent
Just remember look to the moon and I'll be there beside ya
Pray for the will to survive cause I've been getting tired
Will you remember my love or never recall
Perfect smiles and your laughter keep me grounded and tall, yeah

Bridge 2
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
it's fucked up
I just hope that
When y'all get old enough that y'all will forgive me
Everything been crumbling
But it's alright
Cause y'all still here

Outro
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I wanna die but father time offered me length

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