what? I’m fine 
don’t worry bout me 
easy to lie 
so you leave me alone
don’t know why 
you keep hitting my phone
this time I didn’t post about dying 

it’s stupid how I do this 
i know I’m hurting myself but i didn’t choose this 
i’m trapped in this cycle 
i hate that guilt’s the only things getting me through this 

it’s stupid how I do this 
i know I’m hurting myself but i didn’t choose this 
i’m trapped in this cycle 
i hate that guilt’s the only things getting me through this 


waste of time 
don’t reach out to me 
i’m out of tries 
can’t you leave me alone?
crippled mind
is it my fault?
life sucks would you be fine without me? 

the way things are this time 
so used to holding it inside 
don’t hate, don’t say I didn’t try  
i wish they’d bury me alive 
bury me alive 
i’m alive, i’m alive
fucked it up this time 
i’m alive, i’m alive

it’s stupid how I do this 
i know I’m hurting myself but i didn’t choose this 
i’m trapped in this cycle 
i hate that guilt’s the only thing getting me through this 

it’s stupid how I do this 
i know I’m hurting myself but i didn’t choose this 
i’m trapped in this cycle 
i hate that guilt’s the only thing getting me through this 

i’m the last one who should be complaining
there’s worse things, that’s not what I am saying 
after what I learned I still feel clueless 
it’s inevitable I’m gonna lose to this

STUPID

i can be the bad guy if you want me to 
it’s a better look on me then it was on you 
why is owning up so hard for you to do? 
perception’s askew 
causing so much damage and you seem amused 
takes a lot of courage to never improve 
grow up to be like those who mistreated you
i thought we were alike, so far removed

every move I make, things look farther away 
is it Intuition or my anxiety?
scared I’ll break down, down entirely
you’ve seen it before, brought on easily 

it’ll be a shocker there’s no doubt 
not much of a talker are you now? 
can’t be a bigger person on the ground 
up here I’m doing better you can’t bring me down 
one day I’ll be important, i’ll be so profound 
they say don’t look back so they missed out
i spent so long hoping that you would come around 
i’m done wasting my breath, forget about it now 

every move I make, things look farther away 
is it Intuition or my anxiety?
scared I’ll break down, down entirely
you’ve seen it before, brought on easily

FAR REMOVED

gimme the light!
(prod. jstcap x darkboy)


instagram.com/xxviireeves

instagram.com/jstcap


get me high get me high get me right
smokin my time away yuh
gimme the light today

gimme the light today
sittin back smokin my time away yuh
watchin the clock tick
sittin back throwin my life away yuh
but i can’t do this every night
i gotta get up yeah i gotta get right yuh
and if u wanna give me shit
then u wastin all of my mofuckin time yuh

cannabis all on my fuckin mind yuh
get me right get me high get me light
callin out every time that i die
i need this shit so bad i gotta get high
i need to fuckin survive yuh
cus if i don’t i’ll grip a 45
point it upwards so i know i’ll be right
if u wanna help me then tell me i’m fine
but i won’t guarantee that i’ll be alive
but i won’t guarantee i’ll be aight
but i would guarantee that you’ll be by my side
and when all this is over you’ll gimme the light yuh
i’m tryna remember the times we would fight
and you would go tell me i needed to die
but i know u wastin my time
i don’t need that toxic shit back in my life yuh

gimme the light today
sittin back smokin my time away yuh
watchin the clock tick
sittin back throwin my life away yuh
but i can’t do this every night
i gotta get up yeah i gotta get right yuh
and if u wanna give me shit
then u wastin all of my mofuckin time yuh
gimme the light today
sittin back smokin my time away yuh
watchin the clock tick
sittin back throwin my life away yuh
but i can’t do this every night
i gotta get up yeah i gotta get right yuh
and if u wanna give me shit
then u wastin all of my mofuckin time yuh

stop wastin my time today
i jus needa get the light today
shut the fuck up bitch i know what i want
and you are not gonna take mine today yuh
i know we got issues and shit but i’m tellin you
that doesn’t give you the right
but u ain’t goin back in my life anytime soon you know why
like i know you shoulda been there
if u would then it woulda been fair
but everybody leave me in the damn dust so why should i even care
i wanna get right today
but i don’t wanna get yo hype today
i think that now all this is over
im boutta find the mothafuckin damn light today yuh

gimme the light today
sittin back smokin my time away yuh
watchin the clock tick
sittin back throwin my life away yuh
but i can’t do this every night
i gotta get up yeah i gotta get right yuh
and if u wanna give me shit
then u wastin all of my mofuckin time yuh
gimme the light today
sittin back smokin my time away yuh
watchin the clock tick
sittin back throwin my life away yuh
but i can’t do this every night
i gotta get up yeah i gotta get right yuh
and if u wanna give me shit
then u wastin all of my mofuckin time yuh

get me high get me high get me light
get me high get me high get me light
get me high get me high get me light
get me high get me high get me light

gimme the light! (prod. jstcap x darkboy)

at night prod. that boy saem

VISUAL 
https://youtu.be/gieK6xfspMo


i had to lie to myself 
to get where i needed to be 
to find who i needed to be 

im sinking deeper and deeper into the waves

im sinking deeper and deeper into the waves

i had to lie to myself 
to find who i needed to be
i had to die to myself to know who i needed to be
to know who i needed to be

entropy

BANDCAMP

all guitars + vocals by chloe stankowski and jon swan
additional production by chloe

FAR REMOVED

V!4