life goes on [prod. shinju]

laying in the dirt
i got dry blood on my shirt
waking up is such a challenge
i hate waking up it hurts

i really think that i am cursed
i keep my money in her purse
they wanna see me in a hearse
they wanna see my limit burst 

will i ever catch a break?
i wake up i and i get faded
time is ticking away

i been putting on some weight
remember i used to be great
now i feel like im a fake
now i feel like im a waste

filled with jealousy and hate
i’m sorry if you relate
it really hurts for me to say
its so embarrassing to face 

i pray a better day awaits for me
i’m smoking so much think i hate to breathe

this was never the plan
made a promise to myself again
never wanted to live in the past 
they say nothing thats good ever lasts

gx gear im suited up
hit that *inhale* im zooted up
my girl pull up serving cunt
ur bitch pull up serving bum

this shit was too sad had to turn it up
i been hittin a wall i been getting stuck
i was on tour w the crowd showing love
i was still feeling like im not enough

i rly miss all my friends
still tryna get to these bands
i been fucking up but im doing the best that i can

life is a circle i live the same day again and again
with the same words in my head
again and again and again

this was never the plan
made a promise to myself again
never wanted to live in the past 
they say nothing thats good ever lasts

look to the stars
feel where you are
only god can tear us apart
so much love that we share in our hearts
only god can tear us apart

only god can tear us apart

prod. irby

lyrics:
whoa
watching where i land
i don't comprehend
what i do it for
it's an external force
passing by like meteors
materials to reinforce
i don't wanna be at war
blinds closed!
i can't see what's going on
aberration, am i one?
what a bore
like there's a hole in the earth
that's boutta take form
i kinda wanna restart
after this i need some rest
lay my head down, it's so heavy
another nightmare
i'm just sorting through my mind, it's so messy
i never fight fair
i could play a part if you let me
it's hard to forgive me
i'm hollow, so empty
and it's my bad
that i'm feeling like this again
i'm trying to find when
i need to go
I'm tryna walk towards
don't care if it kill me
at least it was the real me
so why do i feel so guilty?
i pledge my fealty to you
at least i know where it come from now
then it turn into a song somehow

landing (irby)

patterns

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. dollmaker)

Too many nights of saying fuck it I’ll fix the problem tomorrow
Everyday I gamble my life but there’s no chips I could borrow
The chance to hit keeps me in but I pull the lever with sorrow
could I stop viewing it as battles Huh, I don’t know
I have no choice when I wake up but just to get up and go
no choice but to make a change when I’m Sick of the status quo
I used to live way too reckless, but I let go
Will I find reason to leave the house today, I don’t know
I chose to give my life, To you I bestow
I chose this to be my quest So long ago
I pace around in a circle, In limbo
Will I ever reach the end? I don’t know
Too many thoughts, too many tasks, I overflow
Try not to go over the edge, I tiptoe
But I’m still keeping to myself, I’m lying low
Will I end up going unnoticed, I don’t know
The hands keep on moving around, but time’s feeling slow
It lies inside what I wrote, the highs and lows
the weight that lives upon my shoulders never lightens its hold
struggle to find a new reason why I dig deeper holes
I try to climb my way out but I’m swallowed by the ground
I try to send out a message But it muffles the sound
It all goes out into the void, I just hope that I’m found
Ran out of gas in the lighter, no rescue team is inbound
But I just wanna be honest, I think my time’s overdue
I know The house always wins but it’s hard to accept the truth
the wound cut deep in my skin it doesn’t seem to close
Will I break or just bend? I don’t know

heaven2

the truman show (noah thomas+back2thapast)

prod. 6astardcanrise x k2summit x betterluckmason

(OUT) a reason to stay - India Alice

go shawty (feat. ISA.AIH)(prod. p4ra)

prod mix master by 93

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
because i’m feeling rather ill 
don’t back away it’s not contagious 
some even say that it’s not real 
some people say 
“there’s nothing wrong with me”
some people think i should be killed 
there’s contagions in that office 
making monsters out of fear 

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
because i’m feeling kind of sick 
i’ve heard it all before;
pervert, misled, leg up for sports 
i’m begging for the comfort of my skin
some people say 
“there’s something wrong with me”
some people love me how i am
but if finding the cure
means losing friends, family, and more 
then honestly it just is what it is

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
can you help me find my fix 
i’ve thought it out so long 
moved out, grew up, had kids and all  
the symptoms.. they just seem to persist..
so will you say 
“there’s something wrong with me” ?
so will you take me how i am ? 
maybe this little glass 
ester vial and blister pack 
can make this home feel like home again

10mg

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all lyrics written, performed and owned by Christian Kruse/davidsdead