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Eli

Beatrice Eli - Girls (Dante Remix)

Beatrice Eli - Moment Of Clarity

Here's a little story it's not her or history, or just a metaphor.
It's more an observation, a field of fascination,
 a leprechauns pot full of gold.
I used to feel anguish from spells and foreign language, I used to feel so old. Now I am vast as the ocean, filled with all these notions, birthed by my soul. 

When the light breaks in and enters your cage, let the rage break the chains that were placed on your mind. Then you'll find a place of your own by your own design. 

I used to worship ladies, gods and fallen deities, so long ago. 
It seems that all my warships have died with all my worship, a long time ago. All that's left is my own being, requires no believing , the light fully shows. Refining my connection, creating new reflections, as I grow and grow.

Watch your light
See it spin.  See your vortex begin to dissipate all the hate brought by symbols and signs. There you'll find.. a place full of joy and bliss in your mind.

A Little Story

I've had enough of all your pictures.
At the very best they are all so fictional and I'd rather stay in tune.


There will be no apology I'll just be logging of your hard-drive.
I'm just tired of being met with a fake smile.
These chains may be soft to you...
To me they only feel like death and destruction.
Time to switch timelines don't you reckon?
Recognize my point of view?

I've had enough of all your pictures.
At the very best they are all so fictional and I'd rather stay in tune.

Stay In Tune

Ah in retrospect it is so easy to see that when you are lying to yourself you’re also lying to me.

Relationships are meant to sail

Ever since you locked yourself out it is so easy for me to finally speak my mind and release your deceits.

Relationships are meant to prevail

Although California love is always here, seems the scalar wars got you riddled with fear.
So off you go to comfort and those you call friends. Who all support your fears and your needs to pretend.

Relationships, please lift the veil

I ask for a reason, you steal more time. Then feed me superficial bullshit and spiritual lines.
Then 3 weeks turn to 4 weeks, 8 weeks…Seems the only thing here that is weak is your ability to relate to something real, oh what a deal. What the fuck am I to do with this kind of feel?

Ah finally some piece of mind, out of your timeline and back into my shrine.
So here’s a dose of my blue anger, a tear of care, a deep breath of silence, and a thought to share.
Ever since you followed comfort, your mind has been skewed, now every sound that I make, you hear out of tune.
You may not know this, but now it is true that when your lying to yourself you’re only lying to you
You may not have noticed, maybe now you do, don’t play with souls if you can’t be true.

Relationships some get lost at sea

In Retrospect

Someone opened a wound...
At the time, too close to my sanity.
So I enter the void for some years.
Trying to find a reason to let my self be...
and yes I have dealt with the tears of the leave and return to my family
I am here now forever again. Tell me why such a need to still punish me?

It's always the same games you play. You cast out blame, try to enter my name.
It's always the same game you play. Try to point me to shame, try to enter my name. 

Well I'm not the same as before. Got no reasons to die for you anymore. I know that i'm forever free. All that is left is to detach from this entity that sends me some money each month and pretends it knows what is best for me. All that I truly want, is what's best for me and my family. 

Done playing those games love, no more
Removing them doors and openings.

I'm no longer the same love, no more
Returned all the keys after locking the doors

I'm no longer the same love, no more
step up your game

I'm no longer the same love, no more
Resolved.

Where Does The Rage Com From -

sonny araya