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Sylendanna - Didn't Have To Go

Lyrics:
Why your body cold now you're drifting all alone
Annoying yeah i know but you didn't have to go
I'm just so out of it never in love i'm not fit
I need a break yeah i quit yeah i said fuck all this shit

I'm so out of it, shawty wanna get with stallions
Tourniquet no we gonna get oh we risking it 
We live in it come here kitty kit i wanna get in it
You been a bitch no forgiveness, no forgiving shit

Now we really rich, now we pass around a fifth
Yeah i'm drunk a little bit always asking for my shit
Oh i've had enough of it oh i tagged you yeah your it
No we never giving in and then they found me in a ditch

Now its rest in peace, theres nothing left of me
My death it had no peace, gave the rest to family
Now we fly across the sea just like daedalus but we fall icarus 
Now theres nothing left of us, i'm fucking done

I flew to close to the sun
I just want to help everyone 
Now i'm gone, no more john
No more home, i'm dead and gone

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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO :,( (on Spotify & Apple Music!)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics:
Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking
(Why couldn’t you understand)

Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking

I know people grow apart
But I’m done with the growing pains
I think it’s over
They’re starting to fade
They’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

spotify

Growing Pains

https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485/skinz-powerdoll-wells
with @gnde

@pincode8485

baby somebody loves uuuu

Article: https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-making-sense-of-guilty-gear-defining-hypertrance-and-an-ode-to-neo-y2k-design/

this one means alot 2 me


you wont talk
you got soft
you wont stop
this cant stop but 
you wont come for me
your not comforting 
i cant see a thing 
you keep tellin me
ive been on my own
not so broken home
just admit you know
where i need to go
could go overseas
but you still needed me
i cant let it be 
my scars they burn too deep


you keep on saying
you wanna understand it
but when i confess 
you just get so offended
wanna take all this shit 
just to wait for the ending
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting

airborne

im done with it

Stream

everything i say

https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-deep-house-alt-pop-and-rhythm-games-all-at-their-best



i learned to lose i learn
and its not an excuse to lurk
ill find another way
because without it livings not the same
today,
today.
today
today
today

theres just a difference in you
the silent whispers into
the air
the leaves they fall
today is not the same at all

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same


the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different

just step back right in line
leave all of them behind
they arent worth your time

they arent worth your time
they arent worth your time

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same (x3)

i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned

today is different

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Do you see me
The way I want you to
Don’t care if it’s true
Perfect for you
You could be free
To pick and choose
Wish I was the only option

I’m just waiting for you to realise
What you’re waiting for is in front of your eyes
And you know I’d lay down my life
To give you what you wanted all of the time

I might be delusional
Might be a problem
I’m bored out of my skull
And you kinda solve that
Yeah I don’t know what’s real anymore
My head’s telling me things of all sorts
And I just wish I knew which way was up
Cause it’s getting too much

Spend a lot of time
Fantasising
What’s on your mind babe
Can’t you see I’m trying
Disorientated
I don’t know if I’ll make it
Confidence I’ll just fake it
Will they know I’m lying

Do you expect from me?
Another hundred things
I don’t believe
My tongue is slit
None of the words make sense
Now that I’ve heard the worst
Is that the best I get?
I, I
I stop oh
I hesitate
Oh I
Sought a lot
But I
Didn’t make
What I wanted to
And all that I wanna do
Is impress you

I might be delusional
Might be a problem
I’m bored out of my skull
And you kinda solve that
Yeah I don’t know what’s real anymore
My head’s telling me things of all sorts
And I just wish I knew which way was up
Cause it’s getting too much

Delusional w/ Reserv

ty for 700👍
@kiraiu
sample: osatia - we care


inspo - https://soundcloud.com/40v/vistaa-sample-challenge

we're here for uu @gumi

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had a hard time postn dis,, updatn lyrics latr im knda sicc (。_＋)＼

rippd sweatr ❀❀ lilac

@glumboy69
i wnna drive away
theres only room for two
i know she coming w me
she say she wants it too
im tired im exhausted
never bcuz of u
n i dont wna show it
dnt wna ruin the mood
its a melody
that keeps playing
i dont want anything 
but just lay w me
its a melody
n she made it
i just take the keys
n i play it

ah ah 
n maybe i can take it there
ah ah
take every step im not aware
ah ah
its like a drug to me i swear
the armor that i wear
n nothing can compare

ah ah ah
anything u want
anything u wna do

anything u want 
whatever is enough
i know u gon have me
if i have noone
its cold again
want u to warm my hand
it makes me whole again
whole again

armor (glumboy kir)

hun, im not done
i cant go another way
grab a gun
weighed a ton
when it blew the other way
she said hey
i said hi
i should look back
one more time
but its a crime
its a crime
its a crime

you dont change
its okay
that its that way
that way
it was a game
everyday
it was okay
you and i
we're one of a kind
but we're alright
take a smile then look at the sun
then turn around to everyone

hun, im not done
i cant go another way
grab a gun
weighed a ton
when it blew the other way
she said hey
i said hi
i should look back
one more time
but its a crime
its a crime
its a crime

violet hall

Girls Just Want To Have Fun (BLADEE & ECCO2K)

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought
you don’t know me at all
you don’t want to
you’re so wrapped up in yourself
only care about you
you take away you never give
why did i think you gave a shit
don’t even know why i try anymore
i put in the work i don’t know what for

(i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought)

you don't want to know 
what's going through my head 
when you're in my head 
i wish it would be a bullet instead 
i tried frequently 
and i tried to forget 
but i just can't 
but i just can't 
and i fought tooth and nail 
just to have you all for me 
home is where the heart is 
but you took my heart and all from me

i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought

you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took it all you took it all you took it all from me

Time and Again (feat. Yung Thom)

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

prod @degenerate69 and @blackwinterwells
mixed by @blackwinterwells

there was a time once i thought i could be like you
you should have seen it
all of the meaning in all of what i can't do anymore

there was a time once that i believed in you
thought you would keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you

burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
oh i'm better on my own
cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settled in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do

..and i don't know what happened to me
no i don't know what happened to me
there was a time once that i believed in you

pure (dgen + blackwinterwells)

@sanriorose

I know sometimes u can’t think straight 
just know it always goes away 
sometimes it’s hard but that’s okay 
you cannot change it anyway 
don’t cry it can only get better 
this pain won’t stay forever 
please don’t surrender 
just try to withstand the pressure 

it’s not ur fault they made you like that 
don’t blame it on urself it’s okay 
this world is evil I know 
watch ur steps and don’t fall back 
that’s just the way how it goes 
don’t let them make you go out sad

note2self「prod. dolly」

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

that song we sang walking back from the park [video in description] [ ALBUM OUT ]

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

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