Alive
Artist: SAWNIC
Songwriters: Natalie Elaine Bortolotti (ASCAP)
Producer, Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer: NEBULUS

Is it a riddle or a sign
That I can’t get you off my mind
Even after all this time
Finally the stars align
I’m still tuned to your frequency
Vibing with your energy
Drunk on the chemistry

I’ll be your boy, be your girl
If it makes your toes curl
Blow your mind, baby I
Wanna blow your whole world
Try anything you wanna try
Let’s live before we die

	Breathless and high
	Awake and alive with you
	This urgent and beautiful ache
	Gets stronger the longer we wait
	No second guessing the wisdom of fate
	Let’s make our escape

God I need to feel your skin
Feel that rush of adrenaline
Fever in your lips
Pressing in ’til I’m trembling
Breathing fast, moving slow
And before we even know
We’re falling deep into the afterglow

I’ll be your boy, be your girl
If it makes your toes curl
Blow your mind, baby I
Wanna blow your whole world
Try anything you wanna try
Let’s live before we die

	Breathless and high
	Awake and alive with you
	This urgent and beautiful ache
	Gets stronger the longer we wait
	No second guessing the wisdom of fate
	Let’s make our escape

Let’s dive dive dive into the deep end
Drive drive drive drive on past the dead end
Breathe in endorphins until the morning

	Breathless and high
	Awake and alive with you
	This urgent and beautiful ache
	Getting stronger the longer we wait
	No second guessing the wisdom of fate
	Let’s make our escape

© ℗ 2022 Dream the Future (ASCAP)

SAWNIC Awake & Alive

You could never know what it's like
Your blood like winter freezes just like ice
There's a cold lonely light that shines from you
Wind up like the wreck you hide 
Behind that mask you use

Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Once I never could have hoped to win
Starting down the road leaving me again
Threats you made were meant to cut me down
If our love was just a circus
You'd be a clown by now

You know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Did you think this fool could never win
Look at me, I'm coming back again…

I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

SAWNIC I'm Still Standing (Cover)

I wanted to cover this song as a self-love song. The original is from the perspective of a man who seems like he's trying to fix a woman who doesn't love herself. Sure, that could be interpreted as sweet, but maybe she struggles with self-love because she was born into a world that tells her she can never be good enough. So, I felt this song could use an update. Maybe "she will be loved" after all :)

SAWNIC She Will Be Loved (Cover)

A Little Poison
Artist: SAWNIC
Songwriters: Natalie Elaine Bortolotti (ASCAP), Lesley A Taylor (ASCAP)
Producer, Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer: NEBULUS

Running with scissors
Playing with knives
Sipping on poison
Craven delights

I know you crave it too
Savor the flavor of you
Come down, come down with me
Come down, come drown with me

C-cut the mold 
Pour us inside
W-wait a minute
Show me your lies
Light up your dark side
Good and bad
Can’t deny
A little poison
Makes us feel alive
A little poison
Makes us feel alive

From back and white
To a prism of light
Dive to the lows
Flow to the highs

I see the brave in you
Savor the flavor of true
Come down, come down with me
Come down, come drown with me

C-cut the mold 
Pour us inside
W-wait a minute
Show me your lies
Light up your dark side
Good and bad
Can’t deny
A little poison
Makes us feel alive
A little poison
Makes us feel alive

Don’t run and hide
Brighten your gray life
Forever you’ll fly
I’ll be by your side

C-cut the mold 
Pour us inside
W-wait a minute
Show me your lies
Light up your dark side
Good and bad
Can’t deny
A little poison
Makes us feel alive
A little poison
Makes us feel alive

© 2022 Dream the Future (ASCAP), What Muze (ASCAP)

A Little Poison

SAWNIC A Little Poison

Send in the Clowns
Artist: SAWNIC
Songwriters: Natalie Elaine Bortolotti (ASCAP)
Producer: NEBULUS

Welcome to the blood fight
Sure to wet your appetite
Pulling at your hunger 
'Til you're feeding like a parasite
Every fetish has a buyer
Addicted to desire
Today you're the supply
And then tomorrow, the supplier
Player in a circus show
Shaking on a tightrope
Knowing if I fall that
I'll be staring at my gravestone

Paint it over with white
Draw a smile that curves just right
Pull on your gloves to hide
So yesterday's sins won't come to light
And when the crowd gets too loud
Send in the clowns

Memories like demons
Seeping through the ceiling
Tearing at my skin 
Until I learn to love the bleeding
Gentle as a shotgun
Bullet in the hot sun
Swallowed by the darkness of the night 
Until you're no one
Everything is all wrong
Burn it til it's all gone
Breathing in the ashes 
'Til you're ticking like a time bomb

Paint it over with white
Draw a smile that curves just right
Pull on your gloves to hide
So yesterday's sins won't come to light
And when the crowd gets too loud
Send in the clowns

Welcome to the blood fight
Sure to wet your appetite
Every fetish has a buyer
Today you're the supply 
And then tomorrow, the supplier

Paint it over with white
Draw a smile that curves just right
Pull on your gloves to hide
So yesterday's sins won't come to light
And when the crowd gets too loud
Send in the clowns

© ℗ 2022 Dream the Future (ASCAP)

SAWNIC Send in the Clowns

The Space Between
Artist: SAWNIC
Songwriters: Natalie Elaine Bortolotti (ASCAP)
Producer: NEBULUS

Just a handful of un-lived moments left
Every minute we waste is just another theft
I need to touch you, taste your skin
Feel you close, drink you in
I ache for you with every breath

We live and die in the space between, the space between
We love and lie in the space between, the space between
We laugh and cry, love and lie, live and die
In the space between breaths
In the space between breaths

Grains of sand slip through our hands
Only a few precious moments before they land
I'd sacrifice a thousand lives
For just one moment in your eyes
I ache for you with every breath

We live and die in the space between, the space between
We love and lie in the space between, the space between
We laugh and cry, love and lie, live and die
In the space between breaths
In the space between breaths

Un-lived precious moments
I ache for you

We live and die in the space between, the space between
We love and lie in the space between, the space between
We laugh and cry, love and lie, live and die
In the space between breaths
In the space between breaths

© ℗ 2022 Dream the Future (ASCAP)

SAWNIC The Space Between

Natalia Bortolotti (aka Natalie Elaine Bortolotti, NEBULUS, SAWNIC) is a Grammy-nominated Songwriter, Composer, Music Producer and Sound Designer. Her recent credits include Sound Design on Dua Lipa's Grammy-winning album, "Future Nostalgia," as well as the Grammy-nominated Justin Bieber ft Quavo single, "Intentions."



Natalia is on the Songwriting and Music Production teams for several rising music artists, including Korean-American Substance Pop Artist, AZRA (AZRA was selected as a 2021 GRAMMY NEXT Artist, listen to "Dirty ft. Buxxi"), Soulful Pop-RnB Artist, Jae' Morrissa (Jae' went viral as the "singing nurse," listen to "Nobody Like Me," which just cracked the Apple Music Hot 100), and breakout Korean-American Alt-Pop Artist, Nolo Grace (listen to "Wake Up ft. Sean Kingston").



Natalia has a Bachelor of Music in Songwriting and Master of Arts in Music Business from Berklee College of Music. She has toured the world with many chart-topping Artists, including Maroon 5 and Gwen Stefani. Her songs are regularly featured in Film and TV (50+ high profile syncs), including Batwoman, Grey's Anatomy, Orange is the New Black, Pretty Little Liars, Riverdale and Vampire Diaries.​

SAWNIC Send in the Clowns

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