very normal song.

lyrics for u  <3

i i ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again
ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again

ill try if im okay

i close my eyes and all i feel is you
and i remember when that feeling was brand new
we go back to that car meet we were both alone
with our thoughts but it felt like home
i remember back then it was so easy
and brining you flowers that was so cheezy
but i did cause i liked your smile
and i would give everything just to be yours for a while

i i ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again
i i ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again

i i ill try if im okay

im done with all this lying im not fine
how was i supposed to love your feelings if i hate mine
i feel like im a non stop copy machine
but the only thing i copy are blank screens
i wish we could go back to like 8 months ago
when the worst thing we had to worry about was the damn snow
how did everything overwhelm us so fast
we were up so high for it just crash

i i ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again

i i ill try if im okay
but every day is the same again
i i wish i could feel you but
that feeling is far away again

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

dont call my phone
i dont save contacts
always alone
i just get anxious
i need a home
or someone to text me back
im not your bro
do you need any context

im so sick and tired and im stuck with the distance
not much keeping me going im just draining existence
i know its been so long and one day i wont miss it
but everytime i sleep i get nightmares of kisses

im done, feeling like that
you treat me like trash
just text your name ill call back
maybe when im not feeling so bad
and i know you wont im not mad
i feel locked with you its so sad
im just chasing numbers that wont last
why is my brain all on about the past

dont call my phone
i dont save contacts
always alone
i just get anxious
i need a home
or someone to text me back
im not your bro
do you need any context

im so sick and tired and im stuck with the distance
not much keeping me going im just draining existence
i know its been so long and one day i wont miss it
but everytime i sleep i get nightmares of kisses

contacts

Valentines day

b0di

I really wanna talk but don’t know where 2 begin 
I’m feeling like I’m trapped and I’m stuck inside my skin 
And I know that u won’t stop now but I won’t let u in 
Rmbr all the times that I try to just forget 

When I’m alone I don’t feel human I don't wanna go back 
Took a knife and stabbed my own chest so I could still relax 
It’s like everything feels useless and I’m under attack 
Inside my head I’m clueless don’t know how to react 

And I’m so stuck inside my own mind I know that I deserve it 
I went inside your iPhone I took my name and burned it 
Take my hand I’ll have to show you that I will never hurt it
I’m still wearing the same raincoat from the first day I learnd it

Honestly forget the thing I used to say like plz just let me try again 
This a awful time for this to rlly end
Forgot ur number and u know I really hate ur friends
I just need some time so I can sleep and rest

useful.mp3

i never finish songs so here's half of one again
the synth you hear is one that i made from a pipe falling sound btw 

lyrics:

pacing back and forth im a mess again
on the bathroom floor waiting for it to end
i just planned the funeral, im covered in red   
but im grieving someone who isnt dead

how come every talk turns into a fight
but the illusion of you is still stuck in my mind
you're stupid and i hate you and youre such a waste of time
i think im gonna love you till the day that i die  

these days i wonder where the time went
staying up late with no past tense
you took the only thing i had left 
wonder who you're gonna love next
 
skipping meals cause im too full of stress 
i wont admit it, but i still cant rest 
the wounds that you left, i take straight to the chest
i hate your guts but i still wish you the best

lukewarm

stairs

league of degens

lukewarm (remastered)

hi, i'm lex
i make music in my room

https://open.spotify.com/artist/78NpkN4VkeptpKejD8bwN9?si=h23xatH3QBep675GTZi1DA

lukewarm

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