I DONT WAMNA FALL IN LOVE 🤘🤘🤘🤘

prod. by tommy.
mixed by tommy.
mastered by @distantsoundz

A GOODNIGHT STOKER Story

This song was originally written for the album but I never quite finished it in time so I had to hold it back. With the album out I finally managed to get it together and really wanted to push it out to finally finish the STOKER story. thank u :))

lyrics:
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

I think we've seen too much 
And when we talk it's like another loss
So dark and it's hard to find you 
We can't seem to find a way through 
And I wish that it was different 
Lies don't know how to spin them 
Loud it's so loud
I'm breaking down
You'll come around 

Caught up in your web spinning 
I don't wanna get it 
Cursed with the gift of sight 
Don't wanna hear it 
Children are wicked 
And the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out 
I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you
 
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

Don't wanna be another victim to religion 
We've held too many hands to just listen 
I don't wanna see I don't wanna speak 
I don't wanna see not even a peak 

Take my body take my bones 
Take the blood out of my nose 
Take my soul and everything that is crumbling 
Yeah
I keep asking what you know but it's clear that you don't 
I've got concussions from fumbling 
Oh my god what's wrong with me 
Yeah I asked for this but I can't be seen 
With this dry mouth red eyed silicon face 
And this new devil singing in my ear 
There's no space for me to breathe me to grieve 
Wanna bleed on this track 
Take my eyes I'll be fine 
Please just never give 'em back

Children are wicked and the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you

Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

Don't wanna be another victim to religion 
We've held too many hands to just listen 
I don't wanna see I don't wanna speak 
I don't wanna see not even a peak 
Caught up in your web spinning 
I don't wanna get it 
Cursed with the gift of sight 
Don't wanna hear it 
Children are wicked 
And the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out 
I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you

Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
(Victim)
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
(To you)

Ay 
Be your victim 
(To you)
Ugh Ugh 

Take my body take my bones 
Take the blood out of my nose 
Take my soul and everything that is crumbling 
Yeah
I keep asking what you know but it's clear that you don't 
I've got concussions from fumbling

THE WITNESS

you're still wondering into the earth
feeling betrayed by all the gods
i don't want to lose you once again
as they take you away
say it, say it to my face
why are you, why are you far away
i'm dying, i'm dying to know
with angel tears...

missing the hand i'm meant to hold
i'm feeling lonely all the time
it's like my heart was far apart
when they took you away....
say it, say it to my face
why are you, why are you out there
i'm dying, i'm dying to know
with angel tears
say it, say it to my face
why are you, why are you out there
i'm dying, i'm dying to know
with angel tears...

Angel [+ Anticon] *EP version*

Prod. @nowherevalley follow below
https://on.soundcloud.com/27bss
~Lyrics~
~Verse 1~ 
I talk myself 
When I miss 
The family I love 
I won’t forget about 
the memories
Giving out hugs 
You were a friend to me 
Remember,
Fighting off our enemies 
The thought of ending things 
Just needing some love
~Verse 2~
Tell me why I act okay 
When I know I'm really not
~Chorus~
And why do I pretend I'm making art
Guy's I'm just writing my words
I wanna create something of worth
cause nothing matters an
artists curse
I overanalyze till I'm bored
I wanna make something of worth 
and sometimes it really hurts
taking action to not lose your nerve
before the paint splatters the paper will blur
before the paint splatters the paper will blur
~bridge~
the paper....
I dropped it
On.. THE FLOOR!
And I DON'T Care ANYMORE
the paper
I've dropped it on the floor
and I don't care anymore....
~Chorus~
So why do I act like I'm okay when I know I'm really not
And why do I pretend I'm making art I'm just writing my words
~outro~
Just writing my words!
Just writing my words!

Word Vomit

word vomit (prod. nowhere valley)

If I handed you the gun,
Would you look me in the eyes and tell me you were done?

I didn't want you to take the fall, 
A piece of me? I'd have given you it all. 
Do we bloom or do we decay? 
Is there anything more left to say? 

An anger burned inside of you,
I couldn't leave if I wanted to,
You were all I needed to breathe,
Now I choke for air, now I seethe and now I seethe

The most sacred Angels become the cruelest devils, 
And you were caught with your demons,
You let them drag you to Hell,
I stood frozen and watched as you fell,
Ain't got no remorse, 
Did you take me for a fool? 

Piercing the veil in the beyond,
We were doomed right from the start,
All I wanted was to be enough,
But with my heart you were too rough.
Too rough. 

All I wanted, All I wanted,
(Was you) 
All I wanted, All I needed,
(Was you) 

Destruction left within your wake,
I could save you for your sake,
In the darkness, you're consumed,
A bittersweet gloom.

The Fall - V

ive been waiting this whole week
for your car to show up at my apartment and
float up the stairwell with ur angel wings
its a stupid thing, i know
that its not fair to you
i barely even know you.
but its been getting hard to breathe.
and i wish u were with me.

my brain and body fall to fear,
i am so sick of this shit,
and i am not the pupeteer
i have no control of it
i dig my nails into my arms and legs, 
just to know that they're there.

and i am falling in a void
i am trapped in the abyss
all the light inside destroyed,
why do i even exist.
and ive always felt this way.
but with you i felt okay.

fly
can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly far away?
can we leave our bodies today?
can you teach me how to fly?

i dont know, i dont know where ur body ends
i dont know, i dont know where mine begins
(can you teach me how to fly)

can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly far away?
can we leave our bodies today?
can you teach me how to fly?

can you teach me how to fly?

i don't wanna fall in love (Prod. Waves)

lookin back on life i find it hard to forget
all the misery and regret
think of what i would change if i could do this again
but would i end up the same old way

secrets i hold ill carry them to the grave
i cant just let them go it causes me too much shame
hiding inside all of my deceit and lies
i tell myself ill be fine and pray for merrier days
hushaby baby dont say a word
cuz ignorance is our bliss tonight i much do prefer
an enchanted charade we can keep up our facade
we can carry on forever

as time stops, i admit
i fear i cant go on
but with you
i just belong

lookin back on life i find it hard to forget
all the misery and regret
think of what i would change if i could do this again
but would i end up the same old way

stitchin back the pieces that have fallen apart
but im findin it way too hard
i cut myself on the mirror jigsaw fragmented shards
think its time for a brand new start

all of my life it seems im tumbling down
tryna pick myself up but i cant get off the ground
take me away i swear my debts i will pay
ill set everything straight and go along with the crowd
vultures circle round my home
i know kiki's a prince but they aint takin my throne
king of my castle got no time for the hassle
cuz im doing it all alone

as you say, you want me
i say i want you more
so join me
we'll take it all

patchwork (prod heysema)

Waste My Time

This was my contribution for the collaborative Disquiet Junto Project 0609: Speed Limit Pt 1
Here’s a copy of my post on the Disquiet Junto 0609 discussion thread:

Created this quickie 32 step repeating arpeggio sequence for part one of this project. There's subtle random variation to arp direction and note length throughout. Used Max for Live Probability Arp in Ableton Live, with Drift synth as the voice. In addition, used SoundGhost Drift plugin (a name coincidence) for analog tape effects. 

This is at 60 BPM but could also be 120 BPM because of the arp rate. Key is Bm. Have fun.  

More on this 609th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Speed Limit Pt 1 (The Assignment: Record a track at precisely 60 BPM with the intention someone will subsequently rework it), at: https://disquiet.com/0609/
About the Disquiet Junto: Disquiet Junto F.A.Q. – Disquiet
Subscribe to project announcements: https://tinyletter.com/disquiet-junto/
Project discussion takes place on llllllll.co: https://llllllll.co/t/disquiet-junto-project-0609-speed-limit-pt-1/

Me and My Arpeggio [disquiet0609]

no one stays (prod. michael harrison)

The Road to My Redemption

🧛🏼💔 miss me kiss me hate me love me 🦭

New YouTube video: https://youtu.be/6O-VjUHkWKc?si=SMkjn3S8y8UZnIkK

Yt: https://youtube.com/@conqueso666?si=5CZIqMWF7T57iGO3

i don't wanna fall in love (Prod. Waves)

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