I told you once and I'll tell you again

The deeper our talks, the more I can help but

We started again, on a stupid conversation

I hate citrus things but your hairs the exception

How do I know if your the person I

Love

My head says no but my gut leads me true and ide

Come back to you, if only I knew

The time it took to be your

More than a friend, again and again

The picture weve drawn Is a circle darling

Now it's been way to long and we havent stopped

Drawing, yet

It's been way to long, so never stop

Hold it all back, emotionally trapped

A love interest or just another gap

Like the one in my teeth, my biggest insecurity

Though you never cared, or were to nice to tell me

How do I say I love you without sounding

dumb

Its the 9th inning of us and after this one were

Done with the games, we'll feel all the pain

Are we more than friends or are we still the same as

We were before just pretending the norm

I dont want to rush but I keep loving you more

How do I say I love you without sounding

dumb

Please if your listening, dont tell me I'm

Wrong for the way, you make everyday

Brighter than the last but they're still all the same like

The thoughts in my head, the ones with you gone away.

Darker than the Sun

Citrus Blonde

Darker Than the Sun

Good Enough

Forever Ago

We were just kids, running through the fields, chasing dreams and making deals. In the sunlight, we’d laugh till we cried, two hearts beating side by side.

But life’s a road we never know, and sometimes it takes, what it can’t let go. 

You were my shadow, my light, now your memory I hold inside. Though you’re gone, you’re never far away, you’re in every laugh, in every word I say. I feel you near, though you’ve gone ahead, in the echos of our time, you’re never really dead. 

We’d climb those trees, higher than the sky, talking about the future, just you and I. But the days grew short, and the nights grew long, now I carry your name in every song.

The seasons change, but you’re still here, in every whisper, in every tear.

You were my shadow, my light, now your memory I hold inside. Though you’re gone, you’re never far away, you’re in every laugh, in every word I say. I feel you near, though you’ve gone ahead, in the echos of our time, you’re never really dead. 

And when the stars light up the sky, I know you’re watching from up high. In every beat, in every breath, you live on, beyond this death. 

You were my shadow, my light, now your memory I hold inside. Though you’re gone, you’re never far away, you’re in every laugh, in every word I say. I feel you near, though you’ve gone ahead, in the echos of our time, you’re never really dead.

Echos of Our Time

It feels like you don’t love me 
what am I supposed to do?
all those nights spent together 
I really thought you knew 
that I just can’t live without you 
even if I tried 

But you couldn’t say I love you
now we’re gonna say goodbye 

There’s one thing I gotta tell you 
but I just can’t find the words 
to tell you what you mean to me 
you make me feel so happy

But I can’t say those eight letters 
those three words with one meaning 
cause if I say I love you 
I know that you’ll be leaving me

Leaving me 

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
half the time my life just doesn’t feel real
but I love you

Mindful

I used to see you every day,  
Just small talk in a passing way.  
Your laughter echoes in my mind,  
A fleeting chance I wish I’d find.

You’re too good for me, it’s plain to see,  
A perfect dream that cannot be.  
I’ll keep my distance, watch you shine,  
A quiet wish that you were mine.  

I hear your laughter in my mind,  
A melody that’s hard to find.  
Each fleeting glance pulls at my heart,
I’m scared to lose what’s just a spark 

If I could change the way we met,  
I’d take a chance, but I can’t forget.  
I’ll stand aside, let you be free,  
A silent wish, just you and me.  

You’re too good for me, it’s plain to see,  
A perfect dream that cannot be.  
I’ll keep my distance, watch you shine,  
A quiet wish that you were mine.  

So here I stand, watching you glow,  
A perfect star, too bright to hold.  
You’ll always be a sweet refrain,  
A love I cherish, but can’t explain...

Too Good For Me

Tear out my chest
I can't feel it anymore 

The thought of my death 
Is knocking at the door

Metal pokes at my cheeks
Bleeds them of the words I speak

Drops from my eyes blind me
From the man that I want to be


Hungry heart
Feeding on tiny sparks and faces of the people it meets

Friends are like unicorns
I saw them once but oh god that was
So so long ago

All I see now are worries and doubts
And the faces of people I used to know

Hungry Heart
Feeding on tiny sparks and the faces of the people it meets

The worsts come to end
All the evil ahead
With one last shotgun blow

Ill be dead 

Dead

Hungry Heart

Now that I have it all
A home, the world, that I came to walk
I've seen it all before,
In dreams it didn't hurt like this

Anymore

It cost more than a couple things
My life, my love, but more than anything
Which path to choose
I feel like i was born to lose

I walk along the city streets, no work, no crime, no poverty
Yet guilt weighs down all over me like a 10 mile storm on an open sea 
With no sight of shore 


I get so mad at my mistakes
I haven't felt the way I feel today 
In so long

Will it be 20 years or a 6 month gap before I meet my love or have a heart attack
I dont know
I dont care

It's time to grow

Fragments of a Lonely God

What is love?

You said that you feel it for me
It comes so fast, a few months pass and its gone at the end of the week

So tell me less, what is love?

If not what you feel inside
I broke your heart so please break mine

If this is love, show me why.


Is it the smell of my skin?
Or just you dreaming at night?
My arrogant act or your sick dark mind

If I hate you my love, ide take out my eyes
So I wouldn't have to see you cry

Pubeonic plague I: hateme

Lokaal

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