am i evil for abandoning the person thats inside
the ridges and the wrinkles of my swollen brains demise
i admired them, like i did a friend who i pitied well with time
and ill dump them to the streets again for spending my minds dimes
an adventure on my waves of joy i like to look at you
cause you cut your hair with a butter knife you dont care what we all do
i wanna scream out to the shadows that im free from their cold clutch
and prove that i am worthy of your warmth and your self love
we are bathing in the blood we shed from all those lonely nights
is it freeing to be seperate from the person that i might, have
been a long long time ago i did know nothing then
now im wholer now i draw my brows and call myself a man

I dont think you would understand

i recognize the feeling
it hurts and my chest feels so warm
and i can feel the blood rush through my veins
its fucking getting old

i had a dream about you
where i could see your face
it felt like violation
but i couldnt look away 
hand stuck on my cheek
and youre petting me
im so bad at confrontation 
but you make me feel so sane

You Make Me Feel Sane

no ones awake at this hour
so that gives me confidence to speak 
i know that im a bit of a downer
but i know you like how im weak
sometimes i cry
and yet i still feel nothing at all
i cant see you
so that must mean your realness is small

patholocical
unconditional 
why do you like to lie bout possible?
we're just spherical 
molded into skulls
bones and flesh's just ideas to make you whole

Bones and Flesh

i guess the circumstances are hard
you look at me with a sword in your heart
you bleed and you bleed and you bleed and you dont patch up
ive always wished for someone like you
you care too much and your minds bent too
i fucking hate what your sister does

but its not her fault
and its not yours either
its no ones at all
but you can't look out for her
you gotta see yourself
you gotta see your beauty
god its more than the physical 
but i need you to feel me 

god i need you to touch me
touch me again
and hug me like its the last time im your friend

i think you like me just because
and thats a scary thought for love
id hate to make a mess and fall apart
you're an angel straight from hell
satans hated god's pathetic shell
lucifer'd be proud of what you've done

and you're a work of art
youre a being of beauty
say its more than the physical
and i need you around me
around both my eyes
around both my hands now
hold me and tell me that im worth more that a flashed flaw

touch starved

took it all for granted never wanted to
pushed you off the planet but i kept the moon
and now hes drifting off of me
five years we've been through everything

months ago i never thought that we'd be here
tremelo a step into the atmosphere 
and now you say ive got a different taste
im here although ive been to outer space

outer space

i was at a fault i couldnt feel my heart
while i saw it leaking i tore myself apart
you were one for damage and i couldnt blame at all
but what could you imagine for someone wanting to love

i am but an angel id never do you wrong
why dont you call me perfect to substitute my strong
while i am feeling achy just longing for a kiss
you wouldnt call it perfect cause i wasnt made for this

i like you and you like me
i fall apart at sympathy
cause i break word so easily
i trust my gut to cut my leaves
minds a hive a wrecking ball
to tear down all your built up walls
ill open up your broken shell
and whats inside an empty cell

i am but an angel

i wanna be pretty like the boys in the movies
models slipped roofies you smile at a slant
men can wear crowns and ladies sleep in dressing gowns 
your anatomy's soothing in dreams in lives i cant
he wears makeup to work he paint his nails
that cant make you a man so i will bite my bleeding hands
he is proven and you are just a boy, youre nothing of a boy
so dip your feet in sinking noise

im tired of living the way that i do
moving in bodies confused
holding to last bits of truth
to amuse the little nerves that make my thoughts
im tired of all of the words
that describe me in wrongful misheards
its not likely that i am a bird but i will take the chances 
and leave the girls their dances

i wanna be someone thats living life perfect
holding their words and giving it their all
i fall in love with boys who see me only as a noise
the gravel can hurt if you throw yourself around
i wish so much that i was like you
born without the rules ingrained my brain im such a fool
i see you living the life that want
the body i want the fucking world is your love

i want you, so it hurts to breathe
i love you more than i want to see
id kiss you, or even just a hug
cause i miss you, though we've never touched 

its deafening, the sound of my guilt
cause youre there for me, though i'm sewn like a quilt
id touch you, even just for a minute
to feel your warmth, or just to be in it 

im mountains and mountains of miles away
but i can feel your breath as we're going insane
im a second a minute, three hours apart
but id take it in a moment cause we see the same stars

Chronically Online

Be Witched

december 27th 
father2006.bandcamp.com/album/reflection

reflection

loosing everything

kinda about losing someone. 


lyrics:

i cant help just looking at your bones
theyre sticking out like sandal toes
are you alright you need a hand?
cause helping you is all i am
i cannot go on with my day
just knowing that you are not safe
i hate to see your smile go
but if youre happy then its so

i never wanted for it to end
cause youre so precious my dear friend
youre lovely despite what he said
id punch him for you my dear friend
so beautiful in every way
id never ever want you changed
pizza party just for two
it was always always you

i cant help but looking at your bones
you said you're fine but thats no so
youre bleeding out as we can see
its just some pills thats all you need
i cried all night just missing you
im shaking throwing up in blue
im sick right now and i need you
but thats not what you wanna do

i hope to god that youre okay
i couldnt leave my bed today 
it wasnt worth my time to stay
youre more important than my state
ill give you back your favourite dress
and take your choker off my neck
and put your pretty painting back
and all the frogs when i was sad

Bones

https://frogbug.hearnow.com/
just a boy making his silly little songs