fucking beautiful song great job both of you got amazing voices <3

This shit really fucking with hard for a couple dayd

give me the sample pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee )x🙏🏻💔💗

[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

arrowhead

sorry anyway

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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Love Jai

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life sucks but at least you make it fun (feat. spookybands) [p. king theta]

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

she gets high 
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route
im near the drop off

every day I fuse into one this month
i can't keep control if the speed too much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i can't even see my fingers front my face in these lights

everything's different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like this family I never knew before
life on this planet ain't felt this new before 

get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route yeah
im around the block
yeah im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down yeah
i cannot stand for this shame
im to proud
im locked up so I kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding im falling 
im tearing apart
past the andromeda 
im in the stars
one u look down 
on the earth from this far
u can see just how small 
of a person u are

u could stay girl it's cold, 
can u see the lightning?
i just talk then I leave
im not tryna slide in
i distract then I bleed
if she got me hitting
don't get me wrong
we all human
but in uninviting

tell me if I take too long
i just wanna turn u on
turn u on
rip thru the phone book
she grip me by the heart
plenty left me broken
but the way u do it
turns me on
why's this summer so long



locked_ down_ x turn_ u_ on_ (ztope)

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

prod king theata 
lyrics

me:
last song, so baby keep it playing
my mom been sick of all the playing
iv been playing the part for too long now
i don’t wanna go i just wanna leave my hometown

when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up the phone

hated when i rolled up back then
and i never listened
i just wanna feel you smoke in my lungs
sorry for what happened
baby we were kids then, and iv always been on the run

like can i get up out the 864?
hate this town i don’t wanna live here no more
had me begging i was down on my knees begging please
don’t you walk right out of that door
when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up my phone calls
you don’t pick up the phone x2

spooky: 
you called me a lost cause
then you turned your phone off
iv been in a state of paranoia, feel like a brick wall
you used to be someone i loved 
now you’re just someone i pissed off
you just call me the problem
baby who the fuck got you locked up
iv been waiting round for years for you to tell me i’m the only one
that shit was as real as a folk song
this feel like the last call, at the bar up on long hill
i moved to California but you’re probably there still, uh

i hope the last songs one that you can’t hear
i hope you drive safe ima just steer clear
and growing up is just a cut that you can’t heal
and i know we were kids but why did all of it feel real?
might need a coat, you’re just like a storm 
and the years ain’t kept me dry

last song w/ spookybands

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

prod. neverforever x weepings

I watch days march on by
See my friends live their lives
while I'm frozen in place
My passion's left no trace
~
I was once filled with life  
A glimmer in my eyes
But that boy has died
and I've no where to hide

(Do you know how tiny you are?)

I must find myself; but don't know where to look
I followed my heart; but I swallowed the hook

Now I'm being pulled in like every direction I can't make a choice
I been so damn quiet these days I fear that I'm losing my voice
I don't have a purpose; I don't have a path to break through the noise
Now all of the things that used to bring joy have left me devoid

smthn hella different

apathy [prod. neverforever]

gone too soon

I been smokin on the blunt while my memory fades 
I hate myself I hate my life can’t pray for better days
I hate the feelings that I get where I can’t mask my pain
I feel the rotting deep inside it’s deep inside of my brain
I hate the way I fucking talk like I think I’ll be okay
enjoy
But deep inside I really lose my mind like everyday
Cant stand the way I fuckin treat you how I push you away 
I wouldn’t blame you if you left me know you don’t wanna stay
Epiphany of you inside of his car I’ll just break another line, life shouldnt be this hard
I used to take those bars had dreams of bein a star but all that shit got cut right down soon as I gave you my heart

Crowded places 
Thought I saw you on the street 
Just the other day
Memories fading 
If we sat and talked 
I’m sure we’d catch them all 

I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die
I hate the way I’m never right when it comes to all the nights 
Sitting alone inside my mind I hate the way I live my life 
I hate the way I make them happy, but cant even maintain mine 
I hate the way I act okay when I’m rotting deep inside 
I hate the way way I hate myself 
I hate the way I want the wealth 
I hate the way I had these dreams and I’ve just put em on a shelf 
It’s like I’m stuck inside a hell I call depression can you tell 
It’s eating me away so slowly suicide just rings my bell ://
I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die

stop talking, ill be dead by next week anyways (Prod. CapsCtrl)

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last song w/ spookybands

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