sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

i think ill be okay(demo)

Lyrics

Listen to this song hecause i made it for you

I want you to know everything that i think

And want you to know what i thought

Everything im gonna say is gonna be a lie

And i want you to realize 

That i wont say truth

So first lie lets gets started

I need you in my life

And i want you to be right by my side 

for whatever i do 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need you i meed you i need you

I need i want you i want you i want you

I want you in my life

Now lets get on woth the next set of lies

I guess its time

I wishbthat you wanted me

I wish that you needed me 

I wish that you thought of me all of the tome 

Yeah i do 

You can cut yourself for me

You can bruise yourself for me

You can cry your heart out and i wouldnt give a fuck

Cause you mean 

Nothing nothing nothing nothing 

nothing nothing nothing 

Nothing to me

Yeah you mean nothing 

Yeah you mean nothing 

Im gonna say one last thing

And you know 

That its gonna be another lie 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need i need you i need you

I want you i want you i want you

In my life 

I need you more

Another lie to keep you happy

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

Am I wasting my time?

special

Project Dumb - Chicken Little

Sober Lyrics
verse:
I wish I knew what you want
But I don't and all your words haunt
Me at night when I try sleep
They make me feel like a creep

I wish, I wish that I knew
What you thought, of me and of you
together, together as two
Forever

chorus:
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

verses:
Do you love me like I
Love you, if I died you'd cry
Is that true, or is it a lie
would you?

Do you, do you need me
Or do you just want me to leave
Cause I'll do whatever you need
Me to do

chorus
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

bridge:
Please don't give up
I'm holding on
What's in my cup
Will be gone
Just say the words
"I love you so"
And all the birds
Will sing their final woes

Now I'm free
Free from my thoughts
I can be me
While my body rots
Another drink
Another shot
It won't hurt me
Because you forgot about me

Sober (acoustic demo)

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan
 Lyrics:
Band despised
or outright
Harmony in molars lied
Despite rolling motors on the home
Remaining obviance on the roam
Howard road skates like ice
Ours was a simian vice
Like lo-tecs living off rice
Sole bared this tiled piece
The soil buried the deceased
Poor animal
Awakens outside
This is his tomb and his grave, his rising tide
The populace ride
Overdressed and under weighed
Fan blood that is saved
Fan vote Jobraic
Outdoes his life
Mute media heats a knife
To saith:
"Go thou beneath me, little and afraid
Away in some dark corner to stay"
He is a hunter, not a spy
One shadow he pulls under
Poor animal, he cannot fight
There once was a widdle
who goes there for our war
Only my serpent eye
which rolled when hit the floor
Saddle recognition
Like pool like bike
Our service for this peace
Like servants all diseased
Mock of the Mandrill
Hawk of the hand - will
Wait for the stick to be thrown 
and then go after it alone
A search recommended by name
and algorithm locked
Poor animal
that is tamed
then unlocked
Oct. 29, 2025

Poor Animal

It’s shit that’s the point
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