same damn cord

Im So tired of being me 
Im so tired of not being seen 
And I’m so sleepy all the time 
I skip my meals and cry all night 


AND I HATE FEELING THIS WAY
FEELS LIKE IM GOING INSANE
AND DONT SEEM 
TO CARE ANYMORE
OR LOVE ME AS YOURS

tired of being me

Lyrics:

need to cry but i can't get anything out of my eyes
I medicate myself
And i'm tired of throwing up all the time
I just wanna feel like someone cares about me
Every time i sleep i see you there in my dreams
But every time it turns into a nightmare
Cause i blink just once and vou're not there
Anymore
Yeah you're not there
Yeah youre not there

Dreams turn into noghtmares

produced: goldenhour

picture by goldenhour: 

song title (@semichromatic)

my sleep paralysis demon is still coughing up worms

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snos - Till Its Over (@666rehab Exclusive)

running after
you I'm tired
you don't know how long I've tried
its exhausting
chasing after
someone who wouldn't care if I died

I just want you girl 
I just want you here
id give you the world 
baby I'm not scared
I just sit and watch
baby its not fair
when I see you pass 
baby I just stare

slipping through the cracks
want you to notice me
peeking in your windows
just to watch you sleep
one day ill be there
it'll be you and me
and ill stab you in the back 
just watch you bleed out

cracks

i forgot to release this here on monday lmaooo sorry :(

oh my god

Lyrics 

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

You will never be

Someone worth waiting for

Youll never be

Someone great oh no 

You lie

All the time

You cry

For no reason at all

Youre so ugly 

And so fucking disgusting

I fucking hate the way you look

I hate the way you sound

And the way you sing

And the things you say

I just hate everything there is to be

I hate everything that is within me

I just wanna be someone else even for a day

I might look for a permanant soloution 

For me now

I just wanna find 

One fucking

One fucking 

One fucking

Escape

I wanna go 

Far away

From myself

Let me go

Escape

You Made A Promise And Broke It

hair

Lyrics:

Brake your mirror when you stare ot to long
Break your mirror when you see that ugly bump
Break your mirror when you think youre doing good
Break your mirror and you know i think you should
Youll never look like him or him or him or him
You ugly fuck
Look at the mirror and look again 
Your face so full of disgusting imperfections
No one will ever look at you and think youre someone good
Theyll never look at you and think “oh shit maybe i should be with him”
You ugly fuck
You ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youre an ugly fuck
Youll never have anyone to tell you great things
You sit alone and envy

Just an ugly fuck

It’s shit that’s the point
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